Suicide Hotline ~ NBA Youngboy ~ Completed

~| thirty-three |~

~ Baton Rouge, Louisiana |~
~| A Park |~
~| February 17, 2018 |~

~| Kentrell DeSean Gaulden |~
~| NBA Youngboy |~

Time has passed by, shit went by quick as fuck.

I started releasing music, just waiting on it to get recognized by more people.

So I can finally live my dream.

I never lose faith in myself, Carmen had been helping me with that.

We been trying to bring back memories to her, so she could get her memory back.

And it's safe to say, shit kinda working.

Jeremiah wants to put me out, but he ain't gotta worry imma be leaving soon anyways.

I wanna take Carmen with me, but ion think she able to go though.

I go by Youngboy to people now.

My rap name.

Carmen likes it but ion want her to call me Youngboy, Kentrell is good.

Anyways, here me and Carmen is walking around this park.

Wasn't a playground type of park, it was filled with different things.

I remember me and her going here when we both were upset.

It was a little while after Jeremiah had hit her, me and her both were upset so we came her.

"So your gonna become a big star and leave me?" She asked.

"Nahh, I want you to come with me ma." I shooked my head sliding my hands in my pockets.

"But....I barely know you Kentrell." She smiled, looking a bit confused.

Ever since she lost her memory, she's been more honest, more happy too.

I love to see her smile.

"I know you don't, and I'm helping you with that." I stopped walking, pulling her to me by her waist. "I love you, so you going anywhere I'm going."

"Awwwww." She smiled big. "This feels wrong, but you sweet papa bear."

Wait what?

"Did you just call me papa bear?" I asked, chuckling.

"Yeah, when I look at you I think papa bear." She shrugged.

"In that case, I use to call you mama bear. I started that." I licked my lips. "You remembering?"

"I guess I am." She nodded her head. "I like when you talk about me and you. What else did we do?"

"Well we did a lot of different sex positions." I shrugged walking her over to this bench. "Like a lot."

"So I was a freak?" She asked.

"Shii the first time we fucked, you choked me so yeah I guess." I nodded my head. "I told you before, Jeremiah can't fuck you like I can."