Ag and Anna oneshots and preferences [com.]

Mental health

My mental health isn't the best at this point my stories are written all from my thoughts and things that I've been through

All the nice comments telling me I'm talented or you love that chapter of the story make my life less sad they make me happy

I deal with a lot of things outside of writing and it's really taking a tole on me and I'm starting to not want to write anymore because I'm never up for it

I sit in my room and force myself to write to keep you guys and I'm 100% ok with that because I put people's happiness before my own

You guys keep me happy, people don't really ask me if I'm ok or how am I feeling and I just feel like I'm fucking annoying

Before you ask no. I'm not ok. I'm never gonna be ok. With all the shit I have to go through at the age of 14 it will give me PTSD and I've come to realize that

Having a mother that emotionally abuses you every single fucking day since I was 9 and I can't do anything about it because my mom would kill me literally

I just wanna move back to where I know where I'm cared for and people actually care about me— North Carolina.

Not for Maihua. Not for pyper. Not for Ap or any other tiktok lesbian just for my mental health.

maybe even Florida with my Dad. My writing is what I use to vent all of my feelings and emotions and thoughts are taken out in them

I don't wanna take a break because I don't want it nor do I need it but it's sucks having people tell you to kill your self and you're not worth it and I just fucking might

I'm so over it...People don't trust me and I understand I don't trust myself either I cause all my friendships to end

I just wanna go somewhere where i can rest and not have to worry about everything. It's struggle to even want to breathe but people only make it worse

People don't realize I'm only a 14 year old girl..I have emotions just like you do just because you're older than that doesn't mean you get to talk to me any kind of way

I relapsed today..so that's nice my writs look like a barcode LMAOOO I wonder if I scan it what food would it be...

I've been through shit at a young age and seen shit as a young age as well..it sucks

I start school in 3 days....3 FUCKING DAYS AND IM FUCKING SCARED

Anyways I'm sorry for ranting...