[ 𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙡𝙚 ] - 𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑝𝑛𝑜𝑏𝑎𝑙𝑑𝑒 ☹︎

better day

he lays back sitting on the bathroom floor, the small boy weeps on the floor giving up, feeling his cuts stinging.

he doesn't bother to wipe his tears away as he knew more would stream down his face, he didn't understand why he was born in this world... in this body... in this family.

they never cared for him.

when he was having suicidal thoughts and told his parents about it, they just brush it off and thought it was all for attention.

but it wasn't for attention, when his dad caught him self-harming all his dad did was yell at him for being a mistake.

his parents never cared for the boy, when his birthday came he wanted to move out right away. He saved up money since we were fifteen years old, he is a small YouTuber but he enjoys making his fans laugh and smile.

by doing so he puts act in front of his fans and friends to make them smile and laugh, he enjoys doing it.

the small boy flinches as he hears a knock on the door, he grabs onto the wall to push himself up from the floor. he opens the door and sees his older sister in front of him, "you take too long in the bathroom" zak's sister says entering the bathroom.

not caring or worrying about why he was taking so long, the boy signs as he makes his way up to his room.

he saw that his pc was on, they went through my pc again... the boy thought as he plots himself on his chair and sees he's getting an incoming discord call from dave.

dave and zak have been friends for a year, zak dmed him if he wanted to collab and he accepted ever since that they have been pretty good friends.

zak drinks some water so his voice won't sound icky.

techno: hey nerd whatcha doing?

skep: nothing I was about to hop on Minecraft

skep: wanna play bed wars together?

techno: okay nerd let's play

skep: when are you gonna stop calling me a nerd?

techno: the day you beat me in a bed wars cake nerd ;)

skep: okay it's on then!

techno: we will see about that nerd

zak blushes at the name he gives him, nerd. the small boy loves playing games with dave it makes him feel safe and happy. the two boys play bed wars for about 2 hours now and it was getting late for both of them.

techno: ha! see you didn't beat me

techno: I guess I have to keep calling you a nerd for the rest of your life

skep: ughhh fine!

skep: but next time I'll beat you for sure

techno: ha we will see about that

techno: it's getting late I'll play with you tomorrow

the boy stays silent as a tear rolls down his cheek, he didn't want dave to leave, god why am I so sensitive to everything? the boy thought as he noticed that he stayed silent for too long.

techno: uh zak are you okay? you are being a bit quiet than usual

skep: y-yup I'm okay

techno: are you sure skep? you can tell me anything

skep: I'm fine really I was just thinking about something

skep: okay play with tomorrow bye dave!

techno: okay bye nerd!

zak felt sad, two hours wasn't enough for the boy. the boy went on google again to find an apartment, so far all the ones he's seen are too expensive for him.

then he came across an apartment that is the perfect price, the monthly price is $590 which was perfect for zak.

the apartment looked in good condition, it put a smile on his face he could finally move out.

"I can finally move out... I can finally move out!" zak says as he lays on his bed with a huge smile on his face, suddenly tears streaming down his face.

he has waited for years for this moment, and it came to him.

tomorrow I'm gonna move out I can't wait any longer zak thought as he grabs his suitcase and packs some of his clothing, even though it was the boy's bedtime he was too excited to sleep.

it's been such a long time since he felt this feeling.

joy.

tomorrow was gonna be different.