Sebastian's Possesion |•| PM'Series 1

XV: Is he on drugs?

" I am back "

Sometimes, I want to go back to my childhood and change everything. I wish I could live my childhood again but a better one. I wish I took life seriously. A life where you are just a normal person even if you are born rich. I would enjoy all of the good things that was given to me. I would be a better girl of I could change it. Just like a normal person would.

Now that is impossible, I feel like doing all these things not caring about my age or about being an adult. I just want to do everything I could not back then. That just makes me feel a little relieve and it feels like my life is a tad bit better. However, I could not do it, I am not some mythical creature who can rewind the things that the damage was already done.

I can feel the sweet drench of my skin, the throbbing of my own eyes, the ringing screams vibrating in my ears, and the thumping of my heart against my chest. My fingers curled into the letter I was holding, nails digging into the paper. I cannot hear my rapid breathing, but I can feel the oxygen flooding in and out of my lungs forgetting where I was and how cold the surroundings are.

Hesitantly, my eyes roam around the area looking for a specific person who might dropped this box. I saw a shadow across from where I am standing. I squinted my eyes to see more clearly and then my breath hitched. Someone was there. A man staring at my direction. I gulped and turned around to see if anyone was standing behind me but there was no one. I turned back at the lamppost where the man is at but he was not there anymore. I squinted my eyes again but still there was no sign of anyone.

"Ms. Mcfeller." I jumped, startled at the sudden voice behind me.

"Gracious Mary! You scared me Mr. Schulz!", I yelled out bringing my hand in front of my chest that is thumping very fast. "Why are you still here? I thought you left already?"

"You dropped this. I did not mean to scare you," he said extending his hand out, my phone is visible in his extended hand.

Where in the world did it fall from my clutch?

"Oh! Must slipped out of my clutch! Thank you!" I exclaimed.

"Are you okay? You seem like you just saw a ghost" he said in a tone I could not explain.

"Yes, I am totally fine", I replied shortly not in the mood to talk about what had happened, " I must get going now, it is getting colder out here."

I started to walk towards the door, his presence still there. I chuckled to myself as I remembered all the horror movies I have been watching for a few weeks. I took a few more steps but before I could sense what was happening, I was pushed into the wall with an angry man holding my wrists above my head.

Now, that does not happen in horror movies. No wait, it does! That creepy guy always comes for you.

"What are you doing!?" I squeled, wiggling my body in hopes to escape from his hold.

"I asked you a question so you better tell me the truth and stop fighting you will just make the situation worst." He said as he closed the distance so our chest was touching.

Making the situation worst!? The nerves this man have! He is the one who is making it worst not me! What was his problem!?

"Let me go!" I yelled as I struggled in his grip.

"Why were you crying?" He asked firmly. I could now fathom the proximity in which we were standing outside of my house.

"It is none of your business!" I seethed making his grip on my wrist tightened

"Watch your tone! I will not repeat myself again, why are you crying? And what is this box all about?" He gritted out looking more angry as his clinched jaw tightened even more, furry evident in his eyes.

"Like I said it is none of your business! And I will use whatever the tone I like! You are no one to order me around!" I jerked my hands out of his grip and shoved him away from me easily as he was not applying much force now.

What was his problem!? Why is he acting this way!?

I turned to leave but I felt his hand on my shoulder.

I sighed and faced him to remove his hand from my shoulder. "Keep your hands off of me!"

I glared at him but his next words caught me off guard.

"Only for now but you cannot keep my hands off of you especially when I have already laid my eyes on you." He smirked as he walked past me brushing his shoulder with mine leaving me all stunned and speechless.

I smacked my head.

Who the hell does he think he is!? He acted like he was not the one who caused me to work late making me go home at ten in the evening! Arghh!! What a psycho man!

I straightened up and quickly walked inside my apartment and head towards the kitchen to grab a glass of water.

My chest rose and fell on wordless grunts as I slumped myself into the chair feeling to fed up to all of what happened today. First, my boss was giving me a hard time at work. Second, a rude girl bumped onto me making my already done workloads fly over. Third, my boss got mad at me still not finished with my job and made me worked late. Fourth, heavy rain and traffic and yet again bumped onto a rude person who could not lend the cab to a woman. Fifth, a box arrived at my doorstep and lastly my boss again who showed up making my blood boiled.

Could my day get any more worser!?

"That is okay. It is okay." I said the words aloud, trying to calm myself, I guess. To still my shaky hands.

But man, this was alot for me to take for one night.

The shivering took over, clacking my teeth together as fast and wooden as Pinocchio on speed.

I should probably calm down, wait here for a few seconds, catch my breath, regroup, maybe call my sister to explain what had happened, that I was scared, that this whole night was a clust--

Sudden quiet. Stillness.

Oh, God, my chest. Why can I not breathe?

Something was very wrong.

I blinked, opened my eyes, focused on my hands that was placed on the kitchen island. I would moved them again, apparently. One gripped on the glass, the other had a tight hold on my chest

Okay. Okay. Focus.

I tried getting up but to no avail, my vision started to get blury, stars engulfing over my sight.

I reached out onto my clutch and fiddle my hands inside to get my phone. Once I got a hold on my phone, I press dialed the emergency number.

"Hello?", A voice whom I am too familiar with answered.

"A-a-ate... N-n-ne-ed y-o-u here..... C-c-co-me... A-p-a-r-rtment.." I managed to choked out before completely fell down on the kitchen floor.

"Audrey! What happened!? Okay! I will be right there! Hang..."

I could only make some words from my sister before my vision turned black, blocking me from the world.