I'm not a game | Kenma Kozume x Reader

Distract me

Kuroo holds your face steady as he plants several kisses against your lips. Letting yourself go, you nervously kiss him back. His breath hitches when he feels your lips kiss him back. Kuroo then lowers one of his hands down to the small of your back, carefully holding you. You startle when you feel his large palm on your back. Noticing your tenseness, Kuroo rubs your back in circular motions. He leans in again, clashing his lips against yours. Caught up in the moment, the two of you kiss as if you'd never see each other again.

Your mind is empty for once.

Dark thoughts are unable to pull you down.

You startle when you feel something invade your mouth. Kuroo slyly enters his tongue and teasingly flicks his tongue against yours. A soft moan escapes from your lips. You've never kissed like this before, let alone kiss anyone. You can't keep up with Kuroo's lead. Nervously you pull away, staring at a thin string of saliva that drips from Kuroo's tongue. "You really are pure, Y/N." Kuroo smiles to himself, licking his lips. Your face flushes and you take a second to calm your racing heart. Now that you're not clouded over by lust, you take in the situation. You wiggle your way out of Kuroo's grasp.

"W-What are we doing Tetsurō?" Your eyes lower to your lap. Kuroo raises an eyebrow. "Distracting you from pain." You press your lips together, knitting your eyebrows together. "But...this isn't right." You flick your eyes up to Kuroo. "We shouldn't be messing around with each other like this. I don't want to be like the other girls you mess around with Tetsurō." You steady yourself up on your feet. "They might've been overjoyed to fool around with you like this. But I don't want you to think I'll willingly play into your game." You stare at Kuroo unsure how to read his expression.

Kuroo seems to be recovering from his lust. His eyes are clouded over and he's unsure how to respond to you. "I don't want you to think that this is an okay thing between us." You firmly say to him. "I'm going home." You don't wait for Kuroo to say anything. Your feet quickly leading you out of his room. The adults notice you running down the stairs. "Y/N?" Dad calls out to you. You stop yourself at the end of the steps, bowing to Kuroo's grandparents. "Thank you for having me over. I just remembered I forgot to go pick up something." You lie, fumbling to put your shoes on and swiftly leaving out of the door.

Dad shakes his head, taking a sip of the warm green tea in front of him. "Looks like those two got into another argument."

"You'd think they would be ecstatic to see each other again." Kuroo's grandfather chuckles and the three resume their conversation. You don't make it far from Kuroo's house when your legs give in and you're squatting outside in the middle of the pathway between Kuroo's and Kozume's house. You hide your face with your palms. The heat on your face still radiates.

Why did you kiss him back.

Why did you easily let his warmth take over your judgement.

A deep frown paints on your face. "I'm an idiot." You whisper to yourself.

Kozume is walking back from the convenience store when he notices Y/L/N squatting outside. The distant look in her eyes and her redden cheeks pulls him in. Kozume walks over to Y/L/N, squatting beside her. You falter when you see Kozume silently squatting next to you, his hand carrying a plastic bag. Taking one of his earphones out of his ear, he looks at you with his deadpan expression. "What are you doing out here and not inside Kuroo's house Y/L/N?" You turn away from Kozume's stare. You didn't know whether you should confide to Kozume about what happened earlier. Kuroo is also Kozume's friend. You didn't want to put Kozume in a spot where he had to support you over Kuroo.