ALONE

𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍

SON CHAEYOUNG

We're finally back at our normal lives. No practice with SEVENTEEN. And the beach vacation ended weeks ago.

"Chae? Can you accompany me to the Han river?" Mina asked. "Sure, I'm just gonna change" I said and ran to my room and wore hoodie.

It took 15 minutes before we arrive at the Han river. "You look stressed" She said. "I want to tell you something" I said. "What is it?" She asked. "Someone kissed me" I said that made her flinch. "Chan did? right?" Mina asked and i just nodded. "I just don't get why your so mad at him" She said. "He left me, How can't i be mad?" I asked. "But you love him" She said while looking at sky. "I don't" I said. "You can deny for now" She said and chuckle.

"Let's watch the sunset" Mina said. "This feels like stress reliever" I said and wait for the sunset. "Wait! I gotta pee!" Mina said and hurriedly ran towards the bathroom. As i was left by. I just look at the sky. Til i felt Mina's presence.

"Chae..." I heard his voice instead of Mina's. I didn't even bother to talk and walk immediately. But was stop when he held my wrist. "I'm sorry" He said. "Keep it" I said.

He just look at the sunset, holding my wrist. I look at his features and there's something that really didn't change. He's still the Chan i met but he's too immature way back.

"I still remember 30th of December" He said. "We we're also here at the exact spot, you and my sweater" He added. "It looks better on you than on me" He said and chuckle. "You gave her your sweater" I said. "It's just polyester" He answered. "But you like her better" I said. "I don't" He answered. "It's always you, still" He added. "I watch your eyes, as she walks by" I said. "Brighter than the blue sky" I added. "It's always you" He said. "Then, why?" I asked, almost raising my voice. "Why did you leave me?" I said lowering my voice. "You leaved me all alone and then i knew that you we're already debuting" I said still lowering my voice. "I balanced you and my training periods" I said. "But you ditched me over your training just for that freakin training just to debut" I said. "I'm sorry" Is all he just said.

"I wanted to fulfill my dreams" He said. "But aren't we supposed to fulfill our dreams together? And be successful, together" I said. "We're supposed to have happy ending with a great success" I added. He didn't bother to question and just hug me.

———————

+ my brain is not working T^T
++ updating every weekend/fridays