ALONE

𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍

SON CHAEYOUNG

After discussing on what to do on the variety show. I noticed Chan. I faked a smile before inviting him at the parking lot.

"I know we're just doing fine these few days, but I realized.." I said cutting my words. "We both need time" I added and smile. "I was there right beside you, and she was also there infront of you" I said. "Your looking at her the same way you look at me when we we're inlove" I said and chuckle. "I see, you still can't move on, Yeri" I added and chuckle again. "Am I being dramatic? I just don't think we're really meant to met each other again" I said and added an chuckle at the end, trying to hide my tears. "C-Chan, Your looking at her, right beside me" I said.

"I know I can't afford your standards, but why do you have to play with me? Do I look like a toy?" I asked. "It's not what you think—" I stopped him and talk again. "Then, explain it! Why did you look at her with love in your eyes? Why are you so whipped on her? Are you just playing with me?" I throw most of the questions I wanted to ask. "She's got you mesmerized, while I watch you.." I said as my tears fell. "I was looking at you with the love on my eyes, the same way you we're looking at her" I said and smile. "Remember the sweater I gave you on our first anniversary? I saw everything, I saw you gaving it to Yeri" I said and laugh. "It's not like that!" He started panicking. "Hear me out first" He said. "No, Hear me out! I've always wanted to take this all out!" I shouted.

"I think it'd be better for us to not have any contact, everything are just turning chaotic if we're together" I said. "At first I thought you left me just for the sake of you being idol, I was okay with that but after seeing you hanging out with her is not okay" I said. "I just want you, I just want you to love me the way you did" I added. "We're almost there, but guess what? Almost would never be enough" I said and smile.

"I thought we're matured, We're still immature and need to learn a lot of things" I said and laugh. "Maybe we can met again after being matured, and we can finally said that we really don't love each other" I added. "Can't you love me, again?" He asked as I was about to walk away. "I tried to, but you're also the reason from stopping me" I answered.

"I love you! Please don't leave me again!" He said. "I also love you and I also beg for you and I received that you won't leave me but I just woke up without a Chan on my side" I stuttered. Tears kept falling down on my eyes.

"Just be happy with her and don't mind me,
I love you"

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+ kinda lame but here's a new heartbreak