THE CURSE LOVE

Chapter 24

Sofia pov

Why would he choose to say such awful words right when I was laying in the room of the hospital as if he didn't even care I was here and he didn't even think if I was in pain. I was pregnant and I didn't even sense it. Maybe it happened during the days I was in the hospital and then back home. But I thought it was due to the medications. I killed an innocent soul...

But he chooses to break up with me instead of fighting the problem which I would do for him. Moreover, he said I wasn't worth it? Why? I could feel all negative thoughts echoing my mind. I shut myself to bed until my mother came in. 'Are you okay? What happens?' I hugged her as if I found my most comfortable place ever to rest.

I don't want that pain, I don't want to feel anything but to stop it. I want to end everything with the curse. It will end up affecting me more and Wyatt. Maybe this was the reason why Wyatt reacted this way. It's all already previewed, But all the conclusions come out of the fact that I love him.

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One week later, I was discharged from the hospital and was strictly advised to rest. I had enough days laying down around those creepy walls and annoying the nurses with my needs. Hailey would accompany me at times where she would be sleeping on the sofa the whole night taking care of me. She enjoyed it as there were racy doctors around the corner.

After our last fight, Wyatt didn't even try to contact me and neither did I. I still wonder if he was doing fine or not. I pick up my phone and call him. 'Hey' I say with a pale voice. 'Who's this?' a female voice responds. 'It's Sofia, Wyatt's girlfriend who are you?'

'Oh, so it's you. I'm Aurelie, Wyatt and I have been meeting recently.' She says. 'That's accurate, it's been only one week since we ain't talking. I must say he made a fast move.'

'Do you have any message for him?' she says. I cut the phone off right on the face and burst out. How could he?

Within all the thoughts I was having, I needed to meet him. I needed an explanation.

After one hour, I seek out to meet him. I couldn't care about anything. As I reached his place, I greet his father and rush directly to his room, How could you? I shouted at him while crying my heart out.

I fucking loved you and this is how you pay my love back? One fucking week and you already move on? Is this how fast you were waiting for me to leave? You could have said, I wouldn't have risked this much for you' I shout as he moved forward to calm me down.

 'Shhhttt, don't make a scene, come sit here. We can talk calmly'' I follow his rhythm as he makes me sit down. He sits on his knee as he asks 'what did you risk for me? He asks while looking at me in the eyes. Thousands of thoughts ran through my mind when I finally utter ' A curse'. He looks at me waiting for an explanation to my word. 'You are a curse to me because you loved me only because for my beauty, not my personality and my soul like I do' I say as eventually, I narrate to him the whole story and the phase I went through.

He stands up, ran his hand through his hair, and gives punch to the wall, he took his breath and patiently came back to me and utters 'You didn't think to speak to me once?' he asks. 'I fear you would leave, but I didn't know it would worsen, I thought I could fight it, my love would win. Cause we were different. You love me, isn't it? I say like a psycho holding his face.

'Sofia, I appreciate you, since the moment we have been together, I really do. I didn't even realize when I fell in love with you but I fail to say if it was with you or your beauty or it was just an infatuation. But I do know, I did love your beauty, and each part of it, but recently I felt I have got no feeling left for you. I can't feel the love I was supposed to feel. Maybe this is the reason, we are not meant to be, probably we should let each other go'

I lay there empty, trying to capture the words he says. 'How was your life in the last one week?' I ask. 'Since I didn't even try to contact you, I tried to have a date with Aurelie, everything was smooth, it was as if I was free of tension. I smiled 'I got my answer' I stand up and walk through the door saying goodbye to the one I wanted to fight my life and give everything for hoping he would have as well.

I needed time to cope with everything around me. Is it how fate has so much power over a person? Is it how worst a curse can ruin someone? I knee down in the middle of my house, crying. Grams immediately rush downstairs to hold me. 'It's over grams, it's over'

'I know it's a hard phase. Unknowingly, he formed part of a reason why he came into your life and verily showed you the part you should learn from. You will be fine, just give yourself sometime' grams say.

'How do I know the cruse is gone? How do I know wyatt is safe now?' I ask grams. 'It's already gone, as you are sorrowing your heart out of the pain which was created because of the love who didn't even belong to your soul. And about Wyatt, you will know if he is or not. Your guardian angel will always be here protecting you no matter what unless you turn yourself to evil.