Demons

Ch.3 Asylum

So I decided to post the first version of Ch.2 cause I really hate the other version. HER YA GUU!!

I woke up the next day with a headache. In a strange room. Where am I? I thought. I tried to move but a large pain shot throught my neck an head forcing me to bring my head back down. I looked around, this time keeping my head still. My vision was a bit blurry since I didnt have my glasses. I could make out somethings. Based on what I was it was aware to my that I was in a hospital. That is when I remembered what happened.I tried to hang myself. I tride to end it.
I was fed up and tired with my life so I decided to commit suicide. Then my mom walked in. She was sober at the one time I didnt need her to be. When she opened the door I would tell she was confused at first. The a look of greif shot accross her face when she realised what I was trying to do. All the memories rushing back to me gave me a headache but I still tried to remember. Remember what happened god knows how long ago. She ran over to me. She hugged me. For once since before I was 13 she hugged me again. She held me in her lap. I kicked and screamed while she called 911. I wanted to go. I wanted to end it. I wanted to die. I was so worked up I couldn't even embrace the love she game me in that moment. That even with the things she said to me when she was drunk she still loved me enough not to let me die. To save me. Keep me on this world where she had brang me. She had relly wanted me here. Not dead. Looking back on how I couldnt realize that gave me a sick feeling in my stomach. How could I not calm down. How could i not take in my mother's love. This love that I might not ever get again. This sober mom I might never see.
Thinking abot it brang tears to my eyes. I tried not to cry but I couldn't help it. I finall let it out. I sat there and balled my eyes out. Why?I thought. Why must this happen to me? Why must I have this life? Why must no one love me? Why can't I find anyone to love me? Why?
I hear the door creak. I try to snap my head up but that pain comes back. It hurt less that the first time but it still hurt enough to make me put my head down again.
"Try not to move to much or else it will hurt" a man's voice echoed from above me. No shit. I thought."I am Dr.White" He said, obviously realizing what he had said was redundant."I will be checking up on you everyonce and a while. If you need anything just click this button" He pointed to a little remote on the end table next to me. It was white and had a big red button on it."Oh right you must be wondering where you are. You are in a mental hospital. Sorry we had to go to such length to get you." Dr.White said with a tinge of sarcasm in is voice. What happened to my mother? Whne can I get out of here? Do they know about me skipping school? So many questions run through my head as I lay there on that bed.