Demons

Chapter 1 The End

    I wipe the tears as they stream down my face with my long sweater sleve that goes past my hand. Slut, whore, emo, lesbian. Those words burn my memories along with the tears in my eyes.This happens everynight, I cry myself to sleep, holding my locket to my chest. The locket with my father's picture in it. My father committed suicide when I was13(I am 16 now). I was kiddnapped. Just snatched out of no where, Gone, POOF. I was held with my kidnapper for a whole year. The man that took me would beat me, and rape me. Finally the police returned me home and the man was put in prison for life. Then, they told me. My father couldn't take it and slowy went insane. He committed suicide. It hit me so hard I stopped talking. Ididn't know what to say so I wouldn't say anthing. I didn't want to talk or let out my feelings. I would only cry to show sadness, and that is all I ever felt. I could not even begin to imagine how my mom felt walking in and seeing him. Hanging from the ceiling. My mom started to drink more heavily. She blamed me for his death. Saying if I was never born none of this ever would have happened. We were quite wealthy. That is why the man went after me. People at school would tease me. calling me terrible names. I fell into depression and self harming. I started to belive what my moter was telling me. They would call me an attention whore, since I was still on the news everywhere when I was 14 almost 15. People would ask for interveiws and I would quietly refuse. Welll, Silently refuse. I had scars up and down my legs and arms. I would make up any gym excuse I could think of not to change infront of people or be in shorts and a t-shirt. Eventually I stopped going to school. I would show up if I felt like, and I mostly did. But I would skip gym days or any days I felt as if I couldn't handle it. My mom was no help. I had no friends. One day I had had enough.
                                                                             I ended it.


    Sorry to end you right there >.< Don't worry there is more. I am working on chapter two right now. I also know this story seems really sad right now but it gets romancy around chapter 3 so I hope you stay until then :P Chapter 1 was mostly to tell about her past and get the story going. also im sorry it was short. I didnt put her name in this chapter sorry. Her name is Cassidy Miles incase you didn't know.
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