Pirouettes&Flips

>>five<<

Four dancers were sitting around the circle table which was located in the corner of the cafe. Time to time they were being the target of  other eyes in the place because of the noise they make.

"It was great hanging out with you guys but I have a promised dinner. Jaemin out" After checking the time on his phone Jaemin quickly excused himself and left the table. Haechan and Jeno was used to this so they didn't even bother to pay attention to him but Renjun stared blankly at the space in front of him. Realising it Haechan wanted to make a quick explanation.

"One day he will find someone he will fall for real but until then we have to deal with him like this"

"Is he a playboy?" Renjun was surprised. Jaemin didn't seem like he was someone who would go around give people hope and then leave them just like that. Jeno answered the question.

"Not exactly. He is more like trying to find that 'someone' in a different way. I mean I don't exactly support him with that but he makes sure he doesn't break the heart of the girl he goes out with"

"So he is a playboy with 'good intentions'?" Renjun made air quotes on the good intentions the same way Jeno did with someone.

Haechan laughed at Renjun's answer whilst Jeno stayed silent as he didn't know what to say.

"Well Renjun have you find that 'someone'?" Haechan asked laughter still audible in his voice. Renjun got stunned with the sudden question.

"I-I don't know. I mean no" Renjun could feel the heat rise up to his cheeks as he wanted to burry his head on the table. Should he tell them about his crush? Should he tell them about his crush being a boy?

Renjun has never hidden his sexuality from anyone. When he first suspected from his feelings he directly went to his mom who was really acceptive towards it. Next person who learned was his best friend Chenle who only answered with a "so what?" In that moment Renjun wasn't sure if it was a good thing but Chenle explained him that it was to show him his sexuality doesn't affect him or their friendship on any level. He had his own ways to express stuff Renjun thought. And after those Renjun never had the needing to hide his sexuality. But why was he having second thoughts about telling his sexuality to his new friends? They were the only people he has properly talked ever since he moved and Jeno was in the same school with him. What if Jeno spreads it to everyone in the school and everyone starts to pick up on him? He wasn't aware that moving to a new city would be this troublesome.

"From earth to Renjun, are you still there?" Renjun snapped out of his thoughts as Jeno waved his hand in front of his eyes.

"That I dont't know wasn't very convincing but I'll let it pass for now"

They stayed there half an hour more talking about anything they could think of. Renjun was really enjoying his time with them but his parents must have been home by now and he didn't want to keep them waiting. He excused himself from the two boys and left the cafe heading towards the bus stop.

"Oh Haechan I almost forgot. You remember Mark, right?"

"You mean my first ever big crush? Are you kidding?How could I forget those shining eyes"

Haechan looked mesmerised towards the emptiness remembering the boy. They used to live on the same neighbourhood, the boy was a year older than them and was getting along with Jeno. He wasn't a big fan of Haechan though. The brown haired guy was too jumpy for him and always managed to get in his nerves. What made Haechan have crush on him? The answer for that is a big mystery even for Haechan. Maybe he got invested in the guy because he was constantly trying to avoid him. However, three years ago they moved to other side of the city and they never met again.