It was like that for a month and then I've realized why does it seems like I'm begging for your attention.
In the first place you're the one who said that you'll try to make things work and I didn't even felt that you did anything anyway.
So that I decided to end it because I know I'm just fooling myself that we have the same feelings for each other. That the four redflags was enough for me to conclude that none of the words that came out from his mouth was true. That all was a game for him, a well played by him and I was declared to be the loser.
If my memory serves me right, I've message you this way not exact words but the same thought
" let's stop this game anymore. I know you didn't love me, maybe you just really saw me as a trusted friend but not more than that. Though I hate you so much right now , I don't want to waste our years being together as classmates just like that. So let's just be friends."
And then I never got any reply from you after that.
