A Deer's Sweetness {{ GingKite }}

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     {{ Okay, I made this fluff a long time ago - All the way back in February, but I figured I could share it here as well. It was originally just an Amino story. I'm working on another one though, so stay tuned for that hot mess ^^ }} 


 It's been companions and relationships that have tied humans connected for years. Years on end, we have survived because we can depend on others. Now, not every human is like this. Some like to classify themselves as unlovable or unwanted.

But is that really true?

Surely they couldn't have gone through their whole lives without some kind of affection? 

Each one of us is unique and that's okay.

We're supposed to be like that.

But this human that has gone out of his way to separate himself from others, has only a terrible fate laying for him.

He's never been to keen on correlations but again he'll make a certain special alliance that shows he can show affection. Only to the one person.

Ging will learn his lesson on love one way or another.

During his time with Gon's mother he always felt something was off. He thought his partner was awesome in her own ways but his heart couldn't beat. He couldn't find his heart beating the way he thought of another. He couldn't find his heart beating the way he was around another. He felt guilty about this but wanted his partner happy at that time.

Eventually Ging couldn't lie anymore.

Not when Gon came into the picture.

Every time he looked down to see his new baby, he would start thinking about "her" again. He dearly cared for his son but never knew how or when to show it. Ging always understood that he wasn't the best at taking care of things. Eventually though, he realized he needed Gon to be safe.

But he found that Gon would be best with Mito's care. Through Aunt Mito's yells and lawsuit, Ging thought he was doing something well for his young.

Kaito on the other hand was there to listen to all his problems. He didn't mind the other man ranting for hours keeping him up. Kite liked to give his input at times too. Calming the stubborn man wasn't easy but plausible. He was one of the few or maybe even the only one to help Ging through his troubles. Kite knew this and stayed close because of that reason. Eventually just one being with other could calm down any commotion. Kite could unfreeze Ging from his sudden overthinking. He was always near.

Close enough to know where Ging would be when he would run off.

He was close enough to make Ging's heart beat.

Kaito was unfamiliar with the feeling but the boar was.

There was tons of guilt to be felt there, so Ging didn't act on his feelings.

The shorter one would find himself going to bed with only his grown up student in mind. Clouding his thoughts would be Kite's rare laughter and his pointy face. He sometimes wished to know how long and how soft Kite's hair would get when it had proper brushing.

Ging was starting to hate himself now. There was no way he actually had feelings, right?

The two had never seen two men together and questioned it. Yet, The boar was having more intense feelings than he had for his previous lover. None of it seemed right. Didn't make a lick of sense.  Kite didn't really understand love that much because he didn't get many examples when he was small. He didn't really need to learn after becoming a hunter. He understood the love of his mammals but not with Ging then.

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