You're My Hope °~°~° Hoseok (J-hope) x Reader

Chapter 1:

{His friends}

Right when I was about to reach the door someone grabbed my hand. I quickly looked back and pulled my hand away.

"Sorry I didn't mean to sneak up on you." Hoseok said, laughing nervously while rubbing his neck.

I nodded and he smiled at me. "Do you want to eat with me for lunch?" He asked suddenly. I shook my head and walked away. He quickly cought up and walked along-side me. "I get it, you're new here and you don't have any friends. But if you give me the chance I'm sure you'll like being my friend." He said smiling.

'Why is he being so nice to me?' I asked myself and looked at him. "S-sure." I said, stuttering a little bit.

He smiled more and grabbed my hand, making me flinch. He pulled me to the cafeteria and got our trays. Thankfully he let go of my hand.

I followed him to a table with six other people and sat down as far as I could away from them so I'm not feeling clostrophobic.

"Hobi, who is she?" A boy asked. He had silver hair and soft eyes and cute dimples.

"Namjoon, everyone this is (Y/n). She's a new student." He said smiling brightly. I waved shyly and moved my hair a little.

"Hi, I'm Taehyung but you can call me Tae." A cute boy with blue hair said, smiling at me. I nodded and everyone else started to introduce themselves.

Jimin, Jungkook, Taehyung and Jin all had black hair. Namjoon had silver and Yoongi had blond.

They all have their own nicknames which I found cool. Taehyung gets called Tae Tae or Tae. Jungkook gets called Kookie or Jungkookie. Jimin doesn't have a nickname which makes sense because he has a short name, same with Yoongi. Namjoon gets called Joonie. Hoseok gets called Hobi a lot. And Seokjin gets called Jin.

They were all so kind and funny at that. Jin made a lot of dad jokes which made me smile a little.

At the end of the day as I was walking out of the building I heard someone yell my name. I stopped and turned around, seeing Hoseok run up to me. I sighed quietly and put on a fake smile.

"Hey Hobi, need something?" I asked, shoving my hands in my hoodie pocket.

"Do you ride the bus?" He asked, smiling widely. I shook my head and ran a hand through my hair, moving some of it out of my face. "Well I don't either so I was wondering if I could walk you home!" He said happily.

I shook my head and looked down. "No, sorry. I'll see you tomorrow." I said quickly. I turned around and walked away quickly.

I put my hood up and walked quickly back to my house. I checked to see if they're car was here but saw it was gone. I sighed in relief and walked inside. I took off my hood and pulled up my sleeves. I walked over to the kitchen and started looking for something to eat.

I put my long hair up in a ponytail and got to work. I chopped up some onions and chicken, putting them in a pan and seasoning it. After that was cooked I grabbed some butter and put it on a different pan and watched it melt. Last I grabbed some bread putting the chicken, unions and cheese on it and putting the sandwich on the pan.

When I finished I took the sandwich to my room and sat down on my bed, criss cross. I watched TV while eating. After eating I cleaned my dishes and looked up at the clock.

I jumped when the door suddenly slammed closed. I quickly looked into the livingroom. My mom walked up to me and grabbed me by my hair. I screamed in pain as she threw me into the floor.

"What the hell are you doing in the kitchen!? You know your never allowed to leave your room unless your leaving for school!" She shouted and kicked me harshly in my stomach as I tried to stand back up. I immediately fell back down and felt tears build up in my eyes. She picked me back up by my hair while I screamed. Tears spilled from my eyes, burning my cheeks. She quickly punched my stomach with a lot of force and made me fall back down. "Go back to your room bitch." She said walking away.

I weakly got up and walked upstairs to my room. I held my stomach with one hand as I stumbled to my bed. I still had tears running down my face as I fell onto my bed. After a few hours of sobbing I decided to let the darkness overtake me, as I fell asleep.