{I'm Sorry} -Your POV-
I finally completely healed after so many months. Hoseok still came over to hangout almost everyday. Still nothing about my parents, not even a missing child report. I knew they didn't care about me but damn it still hurt.
I sighed loudly as I laid on my bed. I began to braid my hair when someone knocked on my door.
I shot up thinking it was Hobi. I smiled happily and ran to the door and swung it open. My smile immediately fell when I saw the only two people I never wanted to see.
"What? No smile for your dear mom and dad?" My mom said as she stepped in.
I watched in shock as my parents closed the door behind them and stood in front of me. I gulped and my father walked towards me. "Why'd you leave? Do you know how worried we've been?"
"Yeah cause god forbid that your little punching bag goes missing." I said rolling my eyes.
"What'd you say you skank?!" My mom shouted and slapped me. My head was forced to the side due to the slap and I felt tears prick my eyes as a sting was on my cheek. "You will treat me with respect."
"You should just kill yourself, no one loves you." My father spoke and spat on the floor.
"Is that how you feel about yourself?" You spoke with venom and you felt another hard slap.
"Bitch!" My dad shouted and I fell onto the floor. You let a small tear roll down your cheek but quickly whipped it away. "You don't belong in this world." He said and they left with my mom snickering.
Once they left the tears you were holding back finally fell down your cheeks as you let out soft sobs.
After a few minutes i got up and whipped my wet cheeks. You thought back to what they said. "Maybe they're right..." You mumbled and walked into your room. You sighed and decided to get a bath.
Once you laid comfortably in the tub you stopped the water and glanced at your razor.
WARNING THIS PART CONTAINS CUTTING SKIP IF UNCOMFORTABLE
I grabbed the object and examined it. "I'm sorry Hobi.." I mumbled and did a small cut. I winced slightly but nonetheless I did another right next to the first. The warm liquid ran down your arm as you stared at the red liquid. I did another cut, this one deeper. I started to feel numb. You did one last cut as more of the liquid dripped into the tub. My eyes began to close as my body began to become weak. Suddenly everything became black...
I am so sorry ;-;
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You're My Hope °~°~° Hoseok (J-hope) x Reader
Fiksi Penggemar✓completed✓ A small girl who's never known affection. She has scars on her body and bruises on her soft white skin. She's scared of the unknown and other people. She's never had friends because she was afraid they'll be like her parents. The...
