O2L Adopted Me

Chapter 10

I've been home for a bout a week now. Everybody has been watching me like I'm a little kid. I started cutting yesterday. I now have 4 new cuts on my arm and one of them stings really badly but I have to hide it.

Connor agreed to let me have the the date with Matt but I lied and told him I wasn't feeling well.

Nash, Matt, Carter, Jack, Jack, Taylor, and Cam are coming over and I think we are going to six flags. So I put on my black skull crop top, denim shorts, and black stockings, with my combat boots.

When I went downstairs everybody was waiting for me.

"Hey Stella are you still felling sick" I totally k forgot I told Matt I was sick.

"I'm fine now" after a few seconds it got really awkward so I walked away. I know it wasn't the best way to handle the situation but I've been feeling really depressed and I don't want to bring anybody down.

We left for six flags in 3 cars because there were so much people coming.In one car it was me, Cam, Nash, Cam, and Connor driving. In the next car was Ricky driving, Kian, Jc, Jack, Jack? In the last car was Sam driving, Carter, Matt, Trevor, and Taylor.

When we got to six flags I was so excited. Since Cameron hates roller coasters Nash stayed with her. It was cute, their relationship. Part of me makes me feel like Matt and I could have that, but I don't deserve him.

Everybody kinda split up but I didn't mind.

"Hey girl hey." I turned around to see Tyler.

"Omg hi Ty I've missed you so much. Who'd you come with."

"Troye and I. I think he's over there getting coffee." he said pointing to a small coffee place in the park.

Even though it was like 70 degrees it didn't stop them.

"Are you going on any rides. Everyone split up so I'm pretty alone."

" I'm good I'm too beautiful to hurt this face. But I when I see came in did I see Cam having a makeout session with the blue eyed Grier."

"Yes, yes you did. You know what's better than roller coasters, awkward situations. Want to nonchalantly walk over by them and then just stay there."

"You know me so well don't you. Cmon lets go!" he said as he took my hand and led me over to Troye and Connor.

"Hey Con"

"Oh hey Tilly there you are. Whats up."

"Do you wanna come and spy on Nash and Cameron."

" Nah it's fine I'll just stay here, but you guys have fun . Oh and we are leaving soon so when your finish make sure to meet here."

After that we walked away. That was weird I mean it's fine if he didn't wanna come but he looked so anxious.

"Don't you think that was a bit weird how he acted Tyler"

"Yeah but he just has something's to tell you that's all."

"Why what happened. Is he" I said frantically till he interrupted me.

"He's fine it's just, all I'm going to say is be accepting"

After he said that we were right be hid them. They were sucking each other's faces off. We decided to just sit on the bench next to them and act like nothing happened. So we walked over to a bench and started talking.

"Hey Ty spell attic"

"Okay... A-T-T-I-C... Oh I see what you did there." He said cackling like a witch.

After that I saw her immediately look down at her chest and blush.

"Uhum what are you doing." said Cam looking flustered and out of breath.

"Just watching you guys pass germs around in your mouth with the passing of tounge. Well anyway we are leaving so we have to meet everyone by the coffee place."

After that she pulled Nash and walked away. I could tell she was mad but mostly embarrassed.

Once we got there everybody was waiting. Then we headed to our cars and we were gonna go back to the house.

When we got there boys decided to stay the night. I hope it's not awkward between Matt and I because I really do like him, but I can't date him.

I saw him walking over and knew what was going to happen I just wasn't ready.

"Can I talk to you"

"Sure" I said like I haven't been avoiding him the past week.

"Are you avoiding me. Because you have barely talked to me all day and you cancelled our date and I can tell you weren't sick. I mean I really like you but did I do something wrong"

It wasn't right what I was doing to him It wasn't fair he deserved the truth.

"You didn't do anything. I really like you too but I can't date you. I don't deserve somebody like you. I'm worthless, I don't want to drag you down. Lately I've just been feeling like crap, like nobody cares," by this time I was crying " I know I am cared for but I can't help it. I feel like the second you really get to know me you aren't going to want me. I've had a lot of rejections in life and I don't want another one."

He then hugged me. His embrace felt so nice, but then he pulled away.

"I won't reject you. Stella you are not worthless, I care about you, Connor does, and so does everybody else here. So what do you say about that date. Raincheck?" he said. He was adorable.

"Raincheck."
_____________________
Hello I hope you liked it. Thank for over 400 reads it means a lot. Make sure to vote and comment your feedback

Instagram:_wallflower_xo
Twitter: @frannyconnie
BAII😘