Lauren Jauregui Imagines

I needed you

Y/N's Pov

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"Ugh where the fuck is she" I toss my phone onto the bed as I hang up and fall backwards onto the bed.

This is the fifth time I have tried to call my girlfriend and I keep getting voicemail. I just got back from work after a long exhausting day and all I wanna do is cuddle but she won't even answer me. I sit up and stare at my dresser for a couple seconds just sort of in a daze. Today was really tough maybe the worst day I've ever had. Tears start to form in my eyes remembering what had happened only a couple of hours before.

To start off... the night crew hadn't cleaned the boba shop which meant that it was my job to do so and I was opening all by myself which made it even harder. After sweeping, taking out the garbage, cleaning tables, and making fresh pearls I decided to take a small break but just as I was about to a customer came in.

After 5 minutes of them changing their mind every time they choose a flavor they finally decided on one with a crappy attitude. After making them their drink and handing it to them they were just about to leave when... they tilted the drink and it spilled on them. Great. Instantly the customer started complaining about how I filled it too much and that it wasn't even that good. I had to hear her yell at me while sweeping up the mess she made and she demanded me to make her another one for free. Not wanting to cause more problems I made her another one.

After that it went more downhill as a group of bratty young preteen girls came busting in talking loudly ordering like 10 different flavors and my coworker who was supposed to help me for the afternoon was late so I had to run around and make all the drinks by myself. Making things worse they ended up staying for like two hours making tiktoks at one of the tables and since they were messing around they spilled one of the drinks making a big mess on the table and floor and ran out so they wouldn't get in trouble or have to clean it. I had to quickly clean or it would get sticky.

Small problems arose the rest of my shift until finally it was time for me to clock out. Which brings me to now.... as I'm sitting on my bed slightly crying waiting for my girlfriend to at least call me.

TW: PANIC ATTACK
As I start to get up I feel my heart start to beat really fast that I could practically hear it. My palms start to get sweaty and I'm having trouble breathing. Everything starts to feel small and dizzy as I try reaching for my phone to call Lauren one more time but of course it ends up going to voicemail except this time I couldn't hang up as I'm kneeling on the floor grabbing onto my chest trying to control my breathing   with tear drops streaming down my face. I am full blown crying and I couldn't stop. I need her and she isn't here. I can't do this by myself.
END OF TW

Lauren's pov

"Alright see you later" I wave to Lucy as I start walking to my car. I get in and check the time to see it's already nine thirty. Damn. I was there for a while I was only supposed to be there for less than an hour just to catch up with her. Y/N doesn't like me hanging out with Lucy because as she likes to put it "she's constantly flirting with you and you're too blind to see it". Yeah right. She's over dramatic sometimes. I just wanted to hang out with my friend.

As Im stopped at a red light I check my phone to see I have 6 missed calls, 14 messages, and one voicemail from Y/N. Why did she call me so many times? I click on the voicemail to hear it as I get closer to her apartment to hear crying? She must of had a panic attack. Fuck.

I quickly park my car and run to her apartment. I knock on the door loudly and numerous times but no answer.

"Baby it's me open the door" I continue to knock.

Finally she opens it but rather slowly and my heart instantly drops as I fully look at her. She has dry tears on her cheeks and agitated eyes. She looks so fragile. I quickly wrap my arms around her and close the front door with the back of my foot. I hold her for a couple minutes as she cries on my shoulder. I walk us towards her couch and and sit on it and pull her onto me so she's half sitting on me. Removing some of the hair from her face I hold her face and look her in eyes.

"Love... I am so sorry I wasn't here but I came as quickly as I could once I heard your voicemail"

"where were you" she asks softly

"I-I...." I look down at my lap not wanting to see her reaction once I told her where I was

"I was.... I was at Lucy's place" she removes my hands from her face and backs away from me.

I look up slowly and see her looking at me like a lost puppy. She gets up from the couch and wipes some tears.

"So while I was calling you and having a panic attack yo-you were with her...."

"Baby I am so sor-"

"I needed you.... I had probably the worst day and all I wanted was to be here with you"

"I know I kn-"

"No no you don't... you don't understand- I NEEDED YOU" she said with a little more volume but not necessarily yelling.

I get up from the couch and slowly walk over to her. "I know and I am so sorry bubs " I tried reaching for her hand but she backed up.

" I think you should leave"

"Baby..."

" I said leave lauren" she never calls me by my name.

Knowing she needs time I walk over to the door but before I leave I turn around "if you need me for anything call me i promise I won't let you down again"

Closing the door softly and walking over to the elevator I pressed the first floor button and as soon as the doors closed I let the tears fall.

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