Lauren Jauregui Imagines

Why? Part II

Your POV

It's been 3 months since I've last talked to her.

After she told me that she chose him over me, I couldn't stand the sight of her. I left her apartment as quick as I could.

Now I'm sitting alone in my favorite cafe drinking a warm hot chocolate trying to keep my body warm from the cold that is happening outside.

Once I finished I threw out my cup and walked outside while putting my beanie on. I was busy putting my beanie on that I didn't realize I was walking right into someone.

"Woah almost crashed right into me.... Y/N?"

I looked up and was met with the same warm green eyes that I've been trying to avoid for the past three months....

I started at her for a few seconds before coming back into reality.

"Uhhh...right.... sorry" I quickly said trying my best to get away from the situation as fast as I could.

After I apologized I quickly turned away from her and started to speed walk.

"Wait!"

I stopped. Why did I stop?

She jogged over to where I was standing. She looked at me with a small smile.

All I could do was look at her with a blank face because I didn't know what else to say or do.

She quickly realized that I wasn't going to say something so she started.

"Umm... hi..."

"Hi?"

"Uhhh... mmm.... how are you?" "It's been a while since we've talked"

"Im good you?"

"Good... good"

She didn't know what to say after and frankly neither do I.

I just know I have to get out of this.

"I-um... I have to go" I said with a soft voice and went to go around her since she was standing right in front of me.

"Wait... maybe we can catch up sometime?"

I turned back around and looked at her with curiosity.

"Why?"

"Uhh-Well we haven't seen each other in three months... I just thought that maybe-it would be nice to catch up?"

"I don't think that's a good idea... I think we are better off just not seeing each other"

"But i miss you"

I scoff.

"You don't believe me?" She stepped closer. "I've been trying to talk to you since you left me my apartment.... I've texted you a hundred times... I've called... I even went to your mom's house... I asked for you and she told me that you didn't want to see me or even talk to me and to just leave you alone... she also told me you changed your number just so that I couldn't talk to you-"

"Yeah well what do you expect Lauren... you broke me when you told me that you loved him and that you would choose him over me any day.... I told you I loved you and you just shot me down...I would've treated you like a queen because that's what you are... that's what you deserve...but no.... you chose a dirtbag instead... but that's on you not me... now I'm in a good place.. a place without you and you aren't gonna ruin that..."

She looked at me with tears in her eyes that were just waiting to spill. She looked broken.

She looked like me when she told me that she didn't love me back.

" I'm sorry but I've got to go"

She tried to speak but couldn't.

"goodbye lauren"

I turned around and walked away.

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Authors note

Sorry for any typos or any problems

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