the boy that changed my life- solby

the sleepover

Sam's pov:
as me and colby are still hugging, i ask him if he wants to stay over. i was feeling a bit nervous but when he's around it all goes numb. when he's around me i feel numb and happy.we ate some dinner but when i glance back at colby he was looking a bit sad. i asked him "Colby what's wrong?" he replies with "it's fine sam. i just feel really bad for making you be in this position with my ex." i felt my heart shatter. he thought it was his fault. i go over to him and i hug him. whispering things like " no no it's not your fault don't worry". we stay like this for some time till we realize what was happening. i let go and clear my throat.
Colby's pov:
I go and tell sam i'll be right back. i was home and start packing my things for the sleepover. i'm spending the night with sam and i don't know why i feel so happy and completed.as i start walking up the stairs, i see sam in his room with nothing but grey sweats on. my heartbeat immediately starts beating 100mph. I clear my throat and walk in his room. i knock and he goes to put on a shirt. even tho i didn't want him to. i head inside his room and ask him to use the bathroom. i head to the bathroom and i quickly change out of my clothes and buy on some black sweats and no shirt. i've never liked wearing a shirt to sleep so if it's okay with sam will be fine.I head back to the room and i see he was starring. i blush at the fact but just brush it off going to my backpack. i ask him if he has a extra bed or if we're sleeping in his room? he gives me a glance and says "we can sleep together..... i mean i'm the same bed" i start blushing and try to hide my face. he laughs at the fact and just keeps brushing his hair.why am i like this.
After a while we head to bed and start playing video games. we start playing some smash bros until i see that it's 12 at night. i quickly tell sam since it's a school night and we start shutting off the ps4.after that we head to bed.
Sam's Pov:
we start to lay down but i can't get my head out of the fact that colby looks SMOKING in those sweats. he's so sweet and cute. but i don't know if he knows i'm gay.if he does, maybe he'll leave me. oh god that cant happen. as i start to drift to sleep, i still had my mind on colby. the way his sweats hang perfectly on his v-line, the way his jaw is sharper than a knife. The way you can easily get lost in his eyes, those ocean blue eyes.their those eyes where you can get lost in your thoughts in. the way all his chains hang from his neck, all the rings on his hand. i could say colby's perfect in my vision.
Colby's pov:
i wake up and quickly realize that my hands were around sam.sam is still sleeping peacefully and snoring. i didn't move at all tho. i started at the beauty that i was holding. he was perfect. the way his blonde hair fell over his eyes, how his abs were rock solid.i start to imagine him as i start playing with his hair. his hair is so soft and i can't get over the fact that i'm actually in bed with sam. As i feel sam drifting away from his sleep, i start to panic! should i move? should i stay? is this going to ruin what we have??i decide to move away and act like nothing happened.i don't mention it as i go and quickly change my clothes to what i normally wear in school. my black ripped jeans and a white anime shirt where she has her guts spilling. i fix my hair and brush my teeth.

holy fuckkkkk. thank you guys for reading this!! i'm sorry it took so long to update. i was a bit busy with going to texas and spending time with my family. but please give me your suggestions for the next chapter :) i love everyone of you guys and ✨