the boy that changed my life- solby

Coming out

Sams POV:
I was awoken with Colby playing with my hair and his hands wrapped around me. I was the happiest person alive right there and then. But was he gay? I mean I was mad I need to tell him. Now or never am I right? (AN haha see what I did there! Anyways...) I start getting ready for school and meet him downstairs. He tells me' you ready bab- I mean sam' i reply with a nod because I couldn't say anything. Did he just call me babe? I must have heard wrong? We start heading out of the house and head to school. On our way there we start talking about stupid stuff and etc. But we're soon interrupted by a familiar voice behind us. It was Corey...... we walk away as fast as we can. Idk why but he has a look of jealousy on his face. Was it because Corey kissed me? I'll ask him later. We soon look back and see he is no longer behind us. We look at each other and just burst out fits of laughter. Idk why we thought that was the funniest thing ever.
Colbys POV:
We start walking up to Sams locker and I see that stupid bitch. Corey. I hate him with all my guts. But I don't know why. Was it because what he did with sam? It couldn't be right? I mean maybe? I turn to sam to see he was spaced out. I tell him to go the other way and meet me in class. He gives me and confused look but still goes away. I walk over to talk to Corey. He has that stupid smirk on his face that I want to rip off. I walk over to him and ask him why tf would he do that. He told me simply with a smirk on his face "I like him, you'll never get him". Oh that's it! I punch him in the face and scowl. I walk away and strut back to class. I walk over to where sam is but he seems to be deep in thought that he didn't notice me. I wonder what's wrong?
Sams POV:
I walked into the class and my mind instantly goes to when I should tell Colby I'm gay. Should I tell him? Would it ruin what we have? Will he hate me? What is he's homophobic? Omg I cant with all this stress. Someone taps me on the shoulder which makes my thoughts disappear and I see it's him. Colby Brock. The one that's got me feeling this way. "COLBY" I blurt out loud which caused everyone to look at me. I sink into my chair and wait till everyone stops looking at me. "Colby" I say now lower that only he can hear. " ya sam?" He says. "I have something to tell you that might ruin what we have but it's better to tell you know before I get more attached. I'm gay Colby. I like boys." He looks at me like if I was a lost puppy but also something else that I couldn't tell what it was. Was it fear? Excitement? I couldn't tell. " sa, ik would never let that between us. And just so you know, I'm bixesual. So that makes us kinda even". My mouth DROPS I would never expect him to be bi! I feel like I could explode right now.I smile at him and he smiles back. We continue to talk during the day, but every time he licks his lips, I get distracted and wanting to kiss him. It's so hard to not look at him. I mean he's hot as SHIT. The way his jeans hang low of his hips, the way his shirt is tight where you can see his muscles, his eyes. Don't get me started on his eyes. I could get lost in there. It's like I'm starring at a pool of ocean and couldn't stop. I always seem to get lost in his eyes. Their perfect.just like him.
Colbys POV:
As schools pasts by, me and sam seem to be unseperable. I only talk to him, and only him. He's just perfect.The way his baby blue eyes look like a poo. His tiny muscles show through he's long sleeves, his blue shirt matching with his eyes. He's just perfect, his voice is so soft and I could listen to it all day. As school passes by, I ask I'm if I could sleepover again, since my mom isn't home and I don't feel safe because or my ex. I seee how excited he gets through his eyes. I would stare at them all day. He obviously says yes to me sleeping over and I couldn't be happier. He's way o cute and happy for this world. It's free period for both of us now, so we decide to go home early to just get a head start on homeowork. He start heading home and I hold his hand. I don't know where this bravery came from, but he sure did love it.

OMG YALL!!! I'm so sorry plz don't attack me! I'll try posting more soon,but life's been hard these days. My mom and dad and the internet telling me I've been gaining weight, my dog being a bitch, loosing everyone I once ever trusted. Life's been hard, but I get through that. One day it'll be worth it. Anyways, tell me how your days been? Comment your snap below so we could talk. Remember we may not know each other, but I'm here if anyone needs me :) don't be afraid to text me! I love you bubs and see you next time I update which hopefully is soon