Is You [YinWar]

Chapter 2

Author's Note:

I am getting crazier and crazier each day... I am blaming this YinWar and PoddKhao feels that keep growing in me for not being to think for an update for my other stories... TT___TT

My apologies (^^,)v

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***** YIN'S POV *****

"Uhhhh...." He uttered with his low throaty voice sending more unnecessary shivers all over my body.

"P'Warrr~" I asked softly trying to make his arm to loosen up the way he is clinging on to my neck.

"Hmmmm~" he just grunted again still holding on to me tight like his life depended on me.

"P, Let me go.." I pleaded as I gently try to push him away from me.

"Noooo~ I don't want..." he answered with his throaty voice while he buried his face more towards my neck. 

Holy crap!!! His breathe just made me feel more electrified.

"P'War, pleaaaase.... I have to get up already." I tried to persuade him although I am not really sure if he is already awake or he is just protesting over his sleep.

"Uhhh.. I said, no! I won't let you go!" he said with his a little weak voice though still sounded firm. He then suddenly wrapped his leg over my body.

"Holy freaking fuck!!!" I can only curse in my mind.

I am not sure whether it was his throaty voice, or his warm breathe that I feel against my neck, or the way he is hugging me  or the way our bodies rub against each other that is making me feel way too hot... His actions are making me have a freaking hard on at this moment and I am sure it's not just a simple morning wood. I am having a very hard time right now cause I freaking know I can't let him find out about me having a boner because I know for a fact that he will surely feel disgusted with me. 
 
  
 
I already lost control over my senses earlier just with the fact that I woke up being snuggled by him and that his face was the first thing that I have ever laid my eyes on as soon I opened them plus the fact that his lips was almost touching my cheek. Everything was already too much for me to the point that I was not really able to fight the urge to caress his face.
  
   
  
I was at the same time excessively tempted to kiss his ravishing and luscious lips but fortunately he suddenly moved away although I am not really saying it was indeed a lucky moment cause I also felt so disappointed it didn't happen. No one knows how much I badly miss feeling the softness of his lips against mine. 

He unexpectedly wrapped his arm around my neck and he even slightly rubbed his face on my overly sensitive neck which literally made my whole body to freeze.
 
 
 
I am so wrecked!! TOTALLY WRECKED!!!!
  
  
 
P'War is soooooo fucking sexy and tempting!!
  
 
 
Why does he have to be this sexy and cute at the same time?!?!?
  
   

I don't think he is even aware how very tempting and seductive he look right now and I am just like any other normal guy who can easily waver and get tempted. Coincidentally, the worst part is I happen to have this damn unrequited love for him.
  
 
 
The past few months, I have been trying my best to suppress all these feelings I have for him cause I don't really want to ruin our friendship but this guy is always making it extra hard for me. I don't know if he is aware or if he even have at least a little idea that he have this huge effect on me particularly with my body but it seems like he know that I can't just make him stop or simply say no to him so he usually ends up torturing me more. 
 
 
 
Arrrgh!!!! I am losing my mind!! No, I think I actually already lost my mind for real.... I am so crazy over him!!
     
     
 
How I really just wish I didn't discover that he already have a lover....
  
  
 
How I wish I can just kiss him and shower him with all the affection that I have for him right now...
  
  
 
How I fucking wish I can just be selfish and forget about all the consequences and just claim him all for myself but I fucking can't cause I am sure it's not just the relationship of the both of us that I am putting at risk here.
 
 
 
The sad part is our whole gang, the whole En of Love team will definitely suffer particularly since we still have lots of line up shows as part of promotion of our project. I don't think my conscience and my heart can take it if any one or what more everyone will get affected negatively just because of my selfishness. Everyone worked so damn hard for us to get all these recognition and I just can't take a blind eye for it.