Welcome to the carnival

my looks change

After about a month of staying with the juggalos I thought it might be time I started looking like them.I went to a mirror in the girls bed room and looked at myself,think of what I should do."hmmmm well I do like the short black hair and the dark circles around the eyes."I soon had an idea,I took a knife and sliced my tounge in half making it look like I had two tounges then I began to scar myself up.I sliced part of my right ear off and cut a small scare across my nose along with a frown carved into my face."hehehahahahaha no it's perfect hahaha!"I said at the top of my lungs as I began to paint my face with the blood in the form of clown makeup.The girl walked in and saw what I had done to myself."CHAD what are you doing!"she yelled as she ran over holding her mouth."I-I wanted to change my looks,and now hehe well look at me I look perfect."I stare into the mirror looking at every detail the scares the blood and the ghost white skin.The girl soon began to cry hugging my neck,she soon spoke to me as she did not notice I still had the knife in my hand.

I soon positioned the knife behind her back ready to slice into her,but then she said three little words that made my heart literally stop."I-I love you Chad!"she yelled out and as she did my heart sank and I fell backwards onto the bed lifeless with the knife still touching my fingers."CHAD!"she yelled and soon after she climbed on top of my and began to give me CPR.when her lips met mine a hard beat in my chest came back and I awoke.I began gasping for air as I sat up with her laying on my chest wearing nothing but a pair of booty shorts and sports bra.I blushed and looked away as I felt her thighs rubbing on my dick."u-uh hey."I shook her awake,she had passed out from crying."are you ok?"I asked her as she opened her eyes.she meant say anything,she comes up and kisses me on the lips.It was very compassionate and as she kissed me she began to put her hand in my pants and began to stroke my dick."uh no please."I told her and she stopped and went back to sleep on top of me.