...Here I am in my room feeling pain
don't know what is wrong
I'm doing my very best
But still not enough...
...Why is every thing so hard?
Why do I always feel like this?
Why does it feel so wrong?
Why is this happening?..
...It feels like every thing is a mess.
I do not feel happy anymore.
I am feeling so hurt.
I want to run away...
...But...
...Where should I go?
What should I do?
Is it just me?
Am I bad?..
...Oh God, please help me.
I do not know what
should I do with this Life.
Sometimes I feel like
I wanted to Give Up...
...I want to go far away
from every one.
I want to be alone.
I need time to think.
I need to rest.
I feel so sick.
I am so tired...
...I don't know what my purpose is
Nor why I am doing all of these.
Is it for me?
My family?
Or other people?
For what?
For them to accept me?
To love me?
Why?
It's so frustrating.
I want to cry it all out.
I want to shout.
I want to curse.
I want to leave...
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