Charlotte Winchester- sister imagines

First time away part 2

John POV:

It's about 4pm and we are very close to Jim's place. The boys are just talking about the hunt while Lottie is having a conversation with Coco. It must be a good one cause it's been going on for the better part of an hour. We've tried to get her to go to sleep for a little bit which she did for about an hour but she has been wide awake since. She's just been playing games and talking to coco for this entire ride. Just means that she's gonna be crabby later on.

I am gonna miss her so much. Even though its only for a couple days- a week at most- it is still gonna hurt not having her with us. I just gotta keep reminding myself that it's for her safety.

"Daddy." I hear from the backseat. I look in my mirror to see Lottie looking at me.

"Yes bug?" I ask her.

"We there yet? Me bored." She says pouting a little.

"Yeah baby. We are here now." I say pulling up the drive.

After I pull up, me and the boys climb out with Sammy taking Lottie out of the car with Coco in Lotties arms. I go to the trunk and pull out her bag with all her toys and clothes in. She grabs onto my fingers as we walk up to the front door. Before I can knock, the door swings open revealing pastor Jim.

"Hey John." He says as we shake hands.

"Hey Jim." I say. Lottie hides behind my legs with Coco. I guess she doesn't remember him.

"Hey boys." He says embracing them both. He looks down at Lottie and smiles. "Hi there Lottie. You may not remember me but my name is Jim." He says getting down to her height.

"Can you say hi Lottie?" I say to her. She hides even further behind my legs. Dean reaches behind me and picks her up. She buries her head into his neck and uses Coco to hide herself.

"Come on bug. Say hi to Jim." Dean tries bouncing her a little which she ignores.

"Sorry Jim. I think shes tired from the drive. She didn't sleep much." I explain to him as we walk in.

"No bother. I'm sure she'll be ok soon enough." He says. We walk into the living room where I put Lotties bags down.

"Ok so she has enough diapers to last a week. All her clothes and stuff is in there. We should probably get going now so it's a little easier." I explain. I know that putting off leaving is just gonna make it that I don't want to leave.

"Ok bug. We have to leave now but your gonna stay here with Jim ok?" Dean says to her. This makes her head shoot up off his shoulder and look at us confused.

"Me go?" She asks. God this is gonna be harder than I thought. I walk over and take her into my arms.

"No bug you gotta stay here with Jim. I promise you though we will be back soon." I say to her. She starts getting tears in her eyes.

"No go daddy. No weave." She says starting to cry. Oh shit.

"Its ok. Daddy, Sammy and Dean will be back soon." I say to her. This just makes her cry even more which makes me want to stay. I kiss the side of her head and breath in her scent. "Its ok. Here go to Jim." I pass her over to Jim as I know if I hold her for a second more I'm gonna be staying here.

"No! Daddy pwease no go!" She sobs with her arms reaching for me. Holy mother of Jesus I gotta get out.

"I'll call you every night to check in Jim. Come on boys. Bye baby girl." I say starting to walk out. The boys both give her a hug and a kiss before following out the door.

Once I get into the car I have to take a breather. That shit was too hard. It'll be ok though. These werewolves better not take to long to kill. I wanna get back to my girl as soon as possible.