Charlotte Winchester- sister imagines

Her 2

John POV:
I'm walking behind Bobby as we make our way to the car. Lottie is sleeping on his shoulder which pains me as I want to be holding my baby. As you can imagine, me and the boys feel like shit. We hate how that bitch made us treat Lottie. We hate that we had no idea about what we were doing. If Castiel doesn't kill that whore I will.

"It'll be alright dad." Sam says putting his hand on my shoulder.

"Sammy's right Dad. We can fix this." Dean says coming up to my other side.

"I hope your right boys. I hope your right" I sigh. I hope more than anything that I can make this right with Lottie. If not, it will ruin my life.

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We have just gotten into the bunker and see Cas is standing at the table. Bobby takes Lottie over to him and he puts a hand on her head, healing her. Bobby takes her to the bedroom she has here. Cas walks up to me and the boys.

"She is dead. I burnt her body so she will not come back to harm you." I inwardly sigh at hearing this. I didnt want to have to go back and kill her. That's when I remeber that I left Coco and her blanket in the apartment. Shit.

"Thank you Cas. Did you happen to find a stuffed dog and a blanket in there?" I asked worried. I thought that if I give coco and blankie back to Lottie then that could be a sort of peace treaty between us.

"Yeah. Here." He says pulling them out of his pocket and handing them to me. Before I can thank him, Bobby comes back and walks over to us.

"She's just woken up and is asking for Coco and her blanket." He says standing by Dean.

"I'll take them to her." I say beginning to walk to her room.

As I'm walking, thoughts go through my mind of everything that has happened. I see me yelling at Lottie for no damn reason. I see me hitting her. Her tear stained face looking up at me in terror and pain. Thinking about it causes my heart to hurt knowing I did that to my baby. I'm gonna make this up to her no matter what it takes. I reach her room and slowly walk in. She is sat on her bed, leaning against the cushions. When she sees me, she seems to curl in on herself which makes my heart break a little more than it already is. I sit on the opposite end of her bed so I dont freak her out too much.

"Hey bug. I've got these for ya." I say handing her Coco and her blankie. She grabs onto both of them and pulls them to her chest.

"Lottie. I'm so sorry baby girl. You may not understand it but Elizabeth made us do those bad things to you. We didnt want to and we never will want to do those things to you ever again." I say to her with tears in my eyes. She looks up at me still clutching onto her blanket and dog with all her strength. "Now bug. I hope you can forgive me and you brothers. I wish I could make it better but I cant."

By this point, tears are running down my face. Lottie puts coco and blankie on the bed and crawls over to me. She climbs onto my lap and sits facing me. Putting her tiny hands onto my face, she wipes the tears off my cheeks. I give her a smile which she acutely returns.

"It ok daddy. Unca Bobby told me. I know she was bad lady." She says having two hands on my cheeks.

"Thank you bug." I say wrapping her in my arms. "I love you till the moon and back bug. And so do Sammy and Dean." I kiss the side of her head and give her a big squeeze. 

It may be hard but I promise that I will work my arse of to get the relationship back to the same level it was. We will be a proper family again.