Chapter 9
Maybe its time for me to go home for a few nights. I don’t know I mean I haven’t been there to stay in almost 2 months. I don’t want my mom to get any more suspicious than what she already is. Ughh this is just too much to handle. Who the hell killed that man?
Once again I can’t sleep. Every time I close my eyes I see blood. I see so much blood that it makes me want to vomit again. After all the blood clears up I see his ding dong just sitting on the floor useless. Then the blood comes back. I can’t keep doing this. I need something to take this off of my mind. It’s been 5 restless nights. The bags under my eyes are horrible. My eyes no longer look honey brown. They look like a faded light brown. Adrian has tried so hard to get me to sleep but nothing works. Well except that one thing but I don’t want to keep doing that every night. Maybe I need to get some sleeping pills.
“Still can’t sleep?” Adrian asked while rolling over onto my lap. His eyes full of worry. He’s been very stressed lately. He’s just been so worried about me and my sleeping habits. “Honey.” Adrian said bringing me out of my thoughts.
“No I can’t. Don’t worry about me go back to sleep.” Knowing him he most likely won’t go back to sleep just yet.
“Love I can’t go to sleep worrying about you. You haven’t slept in almost a week.” I really need to sleep I know. Adrian is so worried about me I can’t keep causing him to stress so much. “Have you gotten any sleep today?”
“Yea like an hour.” I lied I haven’t got any sleep today but he doesn’t need to know that. If I tell him that I got some sleep then he’ll be less worried. I need to go home. I really do. I know my mom already suspects something. I just can’t let her think that I killed this man. I don’t care how much I despise him I could never bring myself to do something as bad as this. That’s just not me. I don’t care how much I hate someone I could never kill them. Now torture that’s just fun. To see the hurt looks in their eyes it’s amazing.
“What are you thinking about?” Adrien asked snapping me out of my thoughts. I should tell him. Should I? I should. He needs to know. It would be mean of me to just leave while he’s sleeping. “I’m going home.” I said. I couldn’t look him in the eyes. I felt him tense when I said that. I knew he didn’t want me to leave, but I think that this is best for me and him. If I leave he can finally get some sleep without constantly waking up to see if I’m alright. I got up and started getting all my things together. He still hasn’t said anything.
Once I’m done getting all my stuff and walking out the door I feel him grab my arm and turn me around. Before I can process what’s going on his lips are on mine. Before I can kiss him back he pulls away and hugs me as tightly as possible. Once I wrap my arms around him he loosens up his grip a little. Finally he pulls back and just stare at me. When he realizes that I won’t look him in the eyes he puts his hand under my chin and forces me to look into his eyes. His eyes hold so many emotions right now but the one that stands out the most is pure vulnerability. He also looks hurt and I know he doesn’t want me to leave but I have to.
“Don’t leave Hai’Dynn.” His voice so low that I could barely hear him. “Please don’t leave.” This time his voice was a little louder. I just stood there shaking my head. “I have to go.” I said and he looked so heart broken. I couldn’t stand to see him like this so I broke eye contact.
“Fine then.” He said defeated. “I’m coming with you.”
“You cant I need to do this alone. I promise if I need help with anything you’ll be the first one I call. Adrien I’m doing this for the best. I can’t stay here knowing that I’m causing nothing but stress for you. I need to go. I need to get away. I need to make things better, not only for myself but for you as well. I need to make things better with my mom. I’ve been so distant with her lately and I know it’s causing her pain. I need to make sure everything is alright with my brothers. I need you to let me go. Do this one thing for me. I promise I’ll make everything right. This doesn’t mean I want to break up with you. I just need you to give me a little time alone so I can figure every thing out. I need you to at least try and understand what I’m saying.”
“I want to come. Not for you but for me. Honey if I’m not with you then I know I won’t be able to sleep. I need you to be right by my side. I want to be there with you when you make everything right. I need you just as much as you need me. Honey I love you so much I can’t let you do this all alone. I want to. No I need to be there to support you.”
“I love you too but you’ve already done enough I need to do this alone I really do. Adrian please just let me go alone. Please. I need time alone. I need time to figure things out myself.” And I really do I need to know if they killed him or not. God I really hope that they didn’t us all don’t need this. We too young to go to jail. I never wanted him to die. I need a shower to help relax my body some.
“Where are you going?” Adrian asked when grabbing my arm to stop me from getting up.
“To take a shower.” I said yanking my arm out of his hand and moving away before he had the chance to grab me again. After stripping out of my clothes I stepped into the all hot water and immediately started to relax a little.
UNKNOWN POV
I told him not to have kids with that bitch. I told him one day he’ll regret leaving me for that piece of shit. I told him that slut was no good for him. If he would’ve listened he would still be here. All he could say was “I have to be there for her she’s having my baby.” Only for him to find out years later that’s not his baby. I know he was pissed. Only if Samantha knew who his real love was. Only if she knew that the whole time they were married he was fucking me right in the bed they sleep on and all of their kid’s beds. Well maybe it’s time I start toying with little miss Hai’Dynn.
HAI’DYNN POV
After sitting in the shower for almost an hour the water is now ice cold. My skin is turning blue when I deicide it was time to get out. I walked back into Adrian’s room shivering to see him holding a letter. “What’s that?”
“I don’t know it’s for you.” He replied. I’m scared to open it because I don’t recognize the hand writing on the envelope.
Hello there my love. I just want you to know that I’ve been watching you for some time now. I know what you have done to your father. I’m proud of you because he did deserve that, but just know that something will happen to you and everyone else involved in this scheme of yours.
Sincerely,
The Stalker Next Door
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