jacob bae had no idea what his heart was telling him to do. it kept on changing its mind, swerving to one side but his mind telling it something thatll make it go the other. could he give himself a break for even a moment?
pssh, yeah, as if that would happen. he wouldnt bother hoping.
honestly, what sangyeon told him was no help in any way possible. no one in his friend group really knew kevin too well, and jacob had never really spoken to any of kevin's friends save for a few group projects.
great, this would be a problem. well, maybe he would be able to ask eric to ask juyeon, but would it really be worth dealing with the teasing? besides, juyeon didnt seem like he was that close to kevin out of all of his friend group.
who he seemed closest to was chanhee, but chanhee and changmin didnt know anyone in his own friend group despite sunwoo talking about them all the time. fuck, how in the world was jacob supposed to do this?
he knew that he didnt want to randomly walk up to one of his friends and ask for help, he wouldnt know whether they would tell kevin or not. its not that he didnt trust his friends, per se, he was just overworrying and overthinking as he always did.
but his friends did show many symptoms of being snitches, so the possibility of them running to kevin giggling was not zero. the same went for his own friends, despite them already knowing. at this point, jacob was starting to wonder if kevin already knew.
he would get nothing done. great.
A/N
omg i was gonna publish this so much sooner but wattpad was being an anti and wouldnt let me publish the chapter im so sorry <///3
