jacob bae discovered that there was no end to his falling. whether it be hearing his laugh or hearing everything about his passions, he just couldnt stop loving kevin moon. it seemed like he just had to be near him every second.
it was confusing to him. it confused him with how he couldnt focus if kevin was there but he still couldnt focus if he was. maybe its just because that boy was running through his mind day and night.
the moment that jacob would spill all of his feelings to the other was like a ticking time bomb. some days he was determined just to call him his and other days he thought that that would never come true.
naturally, he went to sangyeon for help. yeah, he didnt know that he used to like him too. oddly enough, he never felt all the things for sangyeon as he did kevin. what was so special about him that made his heart skip a beat?
sangyeon looked confused, as if he didnt expect jacob to be into him. but honestly, jacob didnt care for what he expected, he just wanted help.
"huh, i thought you didnt like the artsy type?" with how loud he was being, jacob wasnt surprised that sangyeon received an obnoxiously loud 'shh!' from the librarian. he couldnt help but giggle a bit at the scowl on the older's face as he imitated said librarian.
"whatd you expect from me, a sweaty jock" oh hell no, jacob would never go for people like that. if sangyeon thought that he would, then he would genuinely start doubting if he was cloe to him or not.
"nah, i thought that youd like... ionno, someone that doesnt really have a type to them? but thats besides the point. so, you like kevin, whats the problem?" jacob could never had been for thankful for him changing the topic, he would never had been able to do it himself.
"ive only known him for what, four days now? i just always have the urge to tell him, sangyeon, but it hasnt even been that long!" he sounded quite urgent, and maybe it was because he was. he didnt know what to do, all he wanted was to figure out if he should do what all his other friends were pressuring him to do.
"hm. i dont know him well, so all ive got to say is go with your heart, bae." uh huh, that was very useful.
