I Am Trying So Hard to Care Less

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I've been working all semester to get my life in place, to get a great average. The part with the average worked, but (surprisingly) the part with the life etc. did not work too well for me...
Mom's been working a lot lately. Usually she was already home when I came from school. Now she comes home at 8 pm. It's frustrating. Usually I talked to her about my problems at school, that's how I wasn't affected by anxiety. But now, it changed a lot.
When I was younger I used to be so...well, not shy. I was really active and loved meeting new people. Now I freak out. What will I say, do, ask? I never know. I miss being all confident and pleased by myself.
I'm always that friend who stays back and who is the 3rd choice. When I'm at school I get all ignored by people who I care about. Why? Does this happen to you? I know I shouldn't be complaining, I know, at least I do have friends :)).

Second chapter! Yay!!

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