Hayes Grier ❤️

Chap 11

(This will contain self harm and More and listen to the music video above it might make you cry sorry if it does )

I woke up to an empty bed I got a text from hayes " hey babe we went down to get some breakfast when you wake up come down love you princess😍😘💘 so I get up and get ready I take a shower do my routine get out and put on a camron dallas hoodie skinny jeans and black vans i blow dry my hair and curl the tips I just put on mascara eye liner and lip gloss . I head down stairs as I was to their table and some girl and boy kissing I look at their faces its Jessica and hayes full out making out (the girl who moved in our neighborhood ) I sream " H-A-Y-E-S" while my voice cracked he looked at me with shock in his eyes . Before he can get up I run to the elevator I hear "emily wait please I can explain " I run faster and faster until I reach the elevator i push level 6 because that's our level . I run to our room and lock the door I slide down the door with tears rolling down my face . That's it I can't take it anymore I run to the bathroom and grab my blade and make 5 deep cuts on my wrist and ankle I just sit there crying letting it bleed . I hear banging on the door " emily please open I can explain please emily " I knew it was hayes " no go away I don't want to see you go suck face with Jessica " I said now screaming . The thought that I lost hayes scared me I started to have a panic attack I get up to get my pills I only have one left I take it and it's not helping I then started to freak out even more I couldn't breathe . I heard banging on the door I could tell it was chelsie matt nash and camron I let them in . chelsie runs over to me and sees that I'm shaking bad I told her I ran out my pills camron and nash went to the pharmacy I just sat there bawling out crying I tell chelsie every thing . By the time I'm finished chelsie is furious she runs out the door with her hands in a fist .
Chelsies pov
Omg that bitch Jessica is here again and doing the same shit to emily oh hell no I'm going to give that bitch a piece of my mind . I run out the room and I already see Jessica flirty with another boy I go up to her " this is what you get bitch" I yelled I hit her straight in the face she fell on the floor I'm on top of her just swinging away at her face I stand up and start kicking her "See now you can leave emily and hayes alone or next I won't stop ! Now get out of here you ugly ass whore ! " I turn my head to see all the Guys laughing their asses off I see a smile on Emily's face she runs to me and gives me a big hug " thank you so much " emily said with tears rolling down . I didn't know how much that meant to her she really loves hayes and I don't think hayes could've kissed her . omg I know to prove his innocent the security camera . I get out of Emily's hug and run " HAYES WHERE ARE YOU " I yelled running I see hayes by the pool with his head in his hands he sees me and engulfs me in a hug he looks at me with his eyes red and puffy " hayes I know how to prove your innocent you are " I said " really how " said hayes with joy in his eyes " the security camera " I said practically screaming " omg yes but how's emily " said hayes with worry in his eyes " she's fine but I think she cut because she took awhile to open the door and she was a hoodie and long socksoh crap remember when emily went to the store she could've bought more blades " I said now tears streaming down my face hayes is crying with me I see matt and nash running " guys there you are emily is the room she's crying her heart out and she won't open the door " said matt and nash with tears rolling down their face . We all got up and ran to the room . Thank god I had the key I opened the door and saw emily on the ground with a pill bottle next to her my heart dropped I ran over " EMILY please don't go I need you here please just stay we will get through this together " I said crying into her chest . I see camron walk in with tears in his eyes I runs over and picks up emily we all run to our cars and speed off to the hospital . I'm crying into matts chest he rubbing circles in my back . I can't take this I'm going to loose my sister I run outside and start bawling out crying i sit down on the curve . I see hayes punching a wall with tears rolling down his face I get up and run to him and give him a hug . " Please hayes stop we have to stay strong for emily" I said with sadness in my voice " I know we do but all of this is my fault she barely found out about her parents and then she sees Jessica on top of me so of course she would so something like this it's all my fault I could've had her in my arms safe and sound back at the hotel " hayes said with tears streaming down his face . I give him a hug and we head inside he goes to the bathroom to clean up his hand . I go and sit back down next to matt and just cry in his chest.