How is Tobio here? Between two people he loves, yet hurt? Warm in their embrace? He doesn't deserve their love. He treated them horribly. Sure, he apologised, but he didn't expect them to forgive him, let alone accept him into their relationship.
Tobio was brought out of his thoughts by a movement beside him. "Hmm... Tobio... why are you still awake...?" the former wing spiker said groggily, wrapping his arms around Tobio's waist from behind. "Go to sleep...." he mumbled into Tobio's shirt. "I'm sorry.." Tobio said softly, not actually wanting his lover to hear him. Tobio felt the arms around him tighten.
"What're you sorry for, Tobio?" Yuutarou sounded fully awake now. "It's just... I'm sorry for making you in a relationship with me. I treated you so badly, I hurt you, pushed you away. I don't deserve your love. You and Akira are perfect for each other, I shouldn't get in between that... All I do is ruin everything I touch. I can't even fully commit to you guys. It's just... so scary.. It's not like I don't trust you.... It's j-just. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Tobio started to cry silently, but someone was kissing the tears away. "Tobio, that was a long time ago. We love you. And we know you really really really like us too", the oldest of them said, suddenly awake. Akira intertwined their fingers, while Yuutarou nuzzled his chin into Tobio's neck, the arms on his waist held tighter than ever before. "Yuutarou and I wouldn't trade you for the world."
There was a short silence, before Yuutarou broke it.
"That's kinda stupid, why would we trade you for the world when you are our world?"
Another short silence.
Akira flicked Yuutarou's forehead while Tobio's face turned bright red. "Don't embarrass Tobio like that you idiot." Yuutarou just chuckled, making circling motions on Tobio's thighs, the former middle blocker instead deciding to place chaste kisses on Tobio's knuckles. The kisses and motions were sloppy, probably sleepy, but Tobio felt warm nonetheless.
Tobio was met with a soft pair of lips, tired yet full of passion. The kiss broke up and Tobio was spun around, earning another kiss. "Good night Tobio. Love you..." Yuutarou mumbled. "Sleep tight... love you two" Akira sighed out. Tobio stayed quiet.
Assuming Tobio fell asleep, Yuutarou let out a small smile. Drifting off to dreamland, the ex-Seijoh players felt content. Snuggling up to their youngest lover, they knew how lucky they are and always will be.
Tobio realised that even though he probably doesn't deserve them, he was going to make the most of what he had. It was scary, sure, but Tobio knew they won't hurt him. He was ready to fully commit, and it starts with one thing.
"Love you guys too."
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Love Doesn't Need Words
FanfictionTobio feels insecure about his relationship, but his lovers make sure he knows just how much they love the crow