I 'm just the pizza guy [bakudeku]

Chapter.40

(Katsuki's POV)

I didn't know what had happened. in the first moment, I was having a great day with my boyfriend and the next thing I'm at the hospital praying and holding my tears back.

trying to be strong is harder than you fucking think. and it hurts like hell. I never want to experience this feeling again.

please, please don't let him leave me. don't let him leave me. don't let him leave me.

-2 hours before-
"Hey kacchan did you forget to lock the door?"
"No I never forget to lock the door"
I laid all the things down and opens the door izuku was right behind me.
I didn't know what to get out of my mouth but one person was all I needed to think of.

"IZUKU RUN!"

a guy with a black hoodie with a mask on was standing in front of us. he had a bag with him, maybe a thief. I don't give a fuck I need to distract him. I need to get the police on the line. So that they can capture him.

I shoved Izuku away. and told him not to come closer.

I have to get Izuku to call the police. if I'm lucky he already has and I only need to hold him back.

"move out of my way," he screamed at me.

"not before the police arrive."

he dropped the bag and came running towards me, his attack was obvious he was ready to punch me in the face but I was quicker and dodge it I came in with a punch to the stomach and he held onto it.

I quickly went around in my pocket looking for my phone.

I found it and started dialing 9-1-1 for help.

"NO, for fucks sake. don't just shut off. what a pleasant time for you, you damn phone." I looked up to see if the guy was still crumbled while holding onto his stomach. before I knew it he was charging towards me. I was ready to block the attach until I saw in his hidden hand a knife.

where did he get that...shit.

"KACCHAN WATCH OUT!" I have pushed away and banged my shoulder on the door and the door was open so I fell down.

"GH-" I growled out, holding onto my arm that I fell on.

I sat up seeing my worst nightmare.

"no...NO IZUKU!" I quickly stood up and ran to him. he was laying down with a knife sticking out from his left side near his stomach.

B-blood....a lot.

"Hey Izuku stays with me hey stay with me." he looked at me with half-opened eyes.

kacchan: "w-why did you do that. why did you save me." he laughed but soon it was replaced with a harsh cough.

"like I could *cough* watch the one I love get hurt." love. he loves me. NO, no time for this.

"Izuku don't close your eyes no matter how tired you get don't you fucking dare close those eyes." he had a weak smile.

I looked around but the only thing I could see was my phone.

where....where....where is his phone?

NO, I'm running out of time.

I looked down and noticed a phone shaped form in Izuku's pocket. knowing it was his phone I quickly went and took it out.

"thank god he doesn't have a password."

"shit. I really stabbed him." he looked terrified from his eyes but I didn't fucking care about the dude. I saw him ran out of the apartment. I was dialing 9-1-1

"Hello my name is Katsuki Bakugo I'm 17 years old and I live at XXX, my- my boyfriend got stabbed. he needs medical care."

"what's his name?"

"Izuku midoriya,"

"where did he get stabbed?"

"left side a between the chest and stomach. he's bleeding a lot."

"I want you to find something clothes or something to use to press down on the wounds to stop the bleeding." I looked around but couldn't find anything so I took of my shirt and used it to press down on his wound.

"I did it."

"good now. try talking to him make sure he doesn't fall unconscious. we need him awake." I looked at him to see him dozing off.

"hey hey Izuku, hey talk to me."

"h-hey....ka-kacchan."

"no don't fall asleep, hey stay with me."

"The ambulance will be there in 2 minutes."

"he doesn't respond to my voice. what do I do." I then heard the ambulance siren.

"they're here."

the next second three nurses ran up with a wheel-board for Izuku.

they started talking to each other. but I had no fucking clue about what all I could see all I could think off was that they carried Izuku on the wheel board and hurried out of the apartment. I looked down on my hands to see.

Blood.

I ran outside with them.

"hey, I'll come."

"sir we-"

"NO, I'll come" they looked at each other before nodding. one of them provided me a jacket.

I was in the ambulance. and I looked at deku with an oxygen mask on.

they ripped open his t-shirt and all I could do was gaze at him. retaining my tears back.

it should have been me. it should have been fucking me. I clenched my hand. then I looked down to see his hand, small, pale hand.

I reached his hand and held it tight, not wanting to let go.

we arrived at the hospital and he was sent to the emergency operation room. when we arrived I got restricted to get inside with them.

"NO, I need to be with him. I need....to be with him." two nurses held me off.

"Sir I know you're concerned but being aggressive won't help him. please remain in the waiting room and we'll give you news about his condition." I gave up and let one of them lead me outside.

he asked me if I wanted water, I shook my head.

I was shaken, the feeling of him in my arm in that state will haunt me.

hours went by and still no report on Izuku. I couldn't seat I started walking back and forth. trying not to freak out trying not to cry.

"Please, please don't take him away. I love him. I need him. please." praying is never something I believe in but at that moment the only thing I could do for Izuku was praying, pray for his life.

I pushed my hands through my hair. trying to breathe.

but then tears was bawling out of my eyes. that voice.

"K-katsuki, katsuki Izuku, w-where is he, where is my baby boy?" my tears rolled down.

"a-aunti." she walked up to me and hugged me. she was warm and her embrace reminded me of Izuku. I hugged her tight while clenching my eyes. still, bawling my eyes out on her poor shoulder. her son was in critical condition cause of me, is the worst feeling. and all I could say and could let her know was

"I-I'm sorry."