I 'm just the pizza guy [bakudeku]

Chapter.42 THE END

(Izuku's POV)

hearing that voice call me over and over made me feel something rushing through my body like this was a sign for me to open my eyes. and let go of this darkness that is the only thing that is in my view. the only thing I can feel is darkness.

feeling my body traumatised I tried open my eyes. but the moment I do. a sharp light blinds my eyes.

I can't see much, it's all blurry, feeling my throat dry as desert sand. I can see a shadow over me. the shadow is still foggy but the way his hair points out tells me it all. 

"K-Kac-kacchan."  I felt someone hold my hand tight. this familiar warm that I never want to let go was unforgettable. I tighten my grip. 

"Izuku, hey, hey baby how are you feeling? do you feel pain anywhere?" kacchan's worried voice made me want to hug him and just stay like that. 

"I-I'm fine....*cough* just thirsty "

"here's a glass of water. I-I need to go call for the doctor they need to know you have woken up." 

"wait how long was I alsee-. " before I even got to finish my sentence kacchan was gone. I smiled before leaving on the big pillow. 

it didn't take long before kacchan and one nurse with one doctor was back. 

kacchan stood beside me while holding my hand. the doctor introduced himself before telling me what had happened and the operation they did on me. 

"h-how long was I asleep doctor?" 

"2 days." I have been asleep for two whole days. 

"Your boyfriend hasn't left the room ever since you got out of the operation room. and we have contacted your family they're close by."  I'm happy. I'm relieved that kacchan remembers me. I don't know what I had done if he didn't remember me.  I look back at kacchan to see him look at me too. I smile at him and he smiled back. his smile that made me feel warm. I never want to lose that smile. not today not tomorrow not ever. 

"ok, since you have woken up we will take some tests and see if everything is ok. but not now. now you can talk with your boyfriend." I nodded. 

Izuku: "thank you doctor." he hummed before walking out of the room while sliding the door close. 

Kacchan's hand that was holding onto mine tighten. I looked over at kacchan to see him looking down. 

"kacchan?" he didn't say anything. I saw a tear drip down and to the floor. 

was he crying?

"hey, hey kacchan. why are you crying? are you hurt? should I call the doctor back again?" the next second was rush. the first-moment kacchan was sitting on the chai and the next he was hugging me. he was shaking. and he sobbed. I was in shock. 

this...this was the first time I have ever seen kacchan so...so shaken, anxious. I hugging back not long after. pulling him as close as possible. 

"Never do that....to me again...Izuku *sob* I got so scared, scared *sniff* that I would lose you...I love you...I love you so much. more than anything. when you were laying on the floor with blood everywhere. I felt my whole *sniff* world shatter. in millions of millions of pieces. the...the way they *sob* took you to the operation room and told me to wait outside. it...it made me beg. beg that you would be all good again..." kacchan couldn't finish his voice was shaken. his voice made me broke into tears. just watching kacchan suffer so much cause of me made my heart hurt.

"it's ok....kacchan I'm alright. I will never leave you again." 

"I love you izuku." my eyes widened. before I melted into his grip even more.