This is our gang (Kiribaku-Tododeku fanfic bnha gang AU)

What Am I Gonna Do...

I've made a little change in the last chapter, I prefer doing the story of HOW they got where they will be in a good time line, not just write a thing that I can't even think of.

Oh and, there's a part that looks like bakudeku but it ISN'T bakudeku, I will only make them have a FRIENDSHIP.

I hope y'all understand and that you like this way!

Now

Enjoy~

Midoriya pov

Ne and Kacchan are lost, not literally, but we are....

He just lost his dad a couple of days ago, he's devastated, he isn't even angry when I do ANYTHING! Good or bad, it doesn't matter, he doesn't care! It's really hard for him. And to me too! He was a great dad, and like a uncle for me! I'm sad too! I've cried too! But I can't compare what I'm feeling to what he's feeling.

He never lost a beloved one, and probably never thought of losing one that soon....

It's hard, it really is, and I can't blame him for being as sad as he is! I would be too if my mom just died... I don't even have a good dad... Last time I saw him I was like... 5? 6? When he said he didn't wanted a quirless son, it hurted like hell... Yeah it hurts like hell...

I'm at his house, trying to get him out of his room. And even though he hated me not even a month ago, I believe we have become pretty good friends. Or maybe is just that I don't have any other friend...

He has some left, but is clear that he doesn't like them, I belive I'm his best friend and I don't want to let him be that down!

"Kacchan, it's me.... Deku.... Can you please open the door?" it was silent for some seconds, but he eventually responded "get out of my h-house deku..."

He sounds.... Broken, and I understand why! But it hurts me hearing him like that "I will not! I want to help you!" "SHUT UP! IT'S NOT LIKE *snif, YOU WOULD EVEN UNDERSTAND SHIT! GET OUT! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR STUPID VOICE!" and here it is the Kacchan that I know, but sad...

"well....i kind of understand.... My dad left me at the age of 5 or 6 when he accepted the fact that I'm quirkless" I tried to make him sympathize with me a little, but it didn't worked as well as I wanted it to.

"dont compare a dad who didn't loved you run away because of. That with a caring one that always supported you being murdered by your idol right in front of you" he has a point...

"but compare our ages, I was 5 or 6! Where it was supposed to be a magic age, where I should belive in me and my future! But I just got a 'I don't want a quirkless son, bye' and a pat on the head!" even though I tried to initiate my father's day voice, a very bad attempt I may say, he continued arguing with me.

" oh and look at my age! I'm 15! Puberty is here and those fucking hormones are stupid, and you know what this age is!? The age where you're like 'I'm not like other girls blah blah blah' just because they don't like pink, and the age of 'I'm gonna kill myself' just because sometimes life doesn't go the way they want! It's a drama phase! You're an actor at this age, any feelings that you have will control your fucking body, you'll feel it 10 times more! And you'll express this, wanting or not! Being a teenager is when your life really is a joke!" the door opened mid way the rant, but I let him end it before I entered the room without a warning and closing the door.

" look, you have all points, but you're saying that but think of ME! I've been bullied since my dad left home, I've seen my mother brak down a lot of times because of how hard it is to her to keep going without help, how hard it is for her to get money, and how se ranted about not being a good mother! I've seen my childhood best friend go from 'I'm goung to be a great hero! Just like All Might' to 'pshe, I'm better than All Might' and to 'All Might is a bitch that killed my pops, he's going to pay for it!' I've seen my now only friend breaking down because of who I called my idol! I've seen who I considered family die because of him, your father for me was like a uncle for me! And much more that you can't even imagine! Don't compare just a bit to all of what I've seen!" I shouted, I lost it all, he was saying that his life was bad? What about mine?!

" and what about me?! I was raised by a mother that only beats me.and yells at me for ANYTHING even though she's a great mother, my pops just died in front of me because of All Might, I was roasted by him, I'm being bullied because of him, my mother is blaming me because he was bringing me home, and you know why he was doing that? Because he was worried about me and my well being! I wasn't going home at time, so he went to go search for me, and you've seen the rest. My best friends are now my enemies except for 1 of them and you, I wanted to be the best, and everyone wanted me to be the best because of my quirk, no one would like me if I didn't had this amazing quirk, no one likes me because of who I am, they like me because of my quirk, my expected future, my "famous future" that everyone expects! And now that I don't want it, no one will stay on my side, maybe not even my mother! Only you because you're as stupid as me! And you ev-"

" I prefer saying that we're just genious that we're misunderstood. Look, you're already talking about the future, but you know my past was worst, and that's OK! You wouldn't like to have my past, no one would, maybe just who had it worst. And about your mother, she's not blaming you, she's scared, she can lose you at any second, but she'll always be by your side! That's what mothers do" I hugged him.

I fucking hugged him

I'm a dead maaannn.

"what the fuck are you doing shitty deku?!" he was trying to push me away

"I think that you would like a hug... It will make you feel better" stopped pushing me away a second.

And then he hugged me.

It was so awkward and awesome! It means he looks at me as a friend! I finally know he looks at me as a friend, and even though it's a normal thing, it's really especial for me, he's my one and only friend...

"you're feeling better?" he nods slowly "good...." we continue like that for a few minutes as he cried, but soon he stepped back.

"you didn't saw shit 'Kay?!" he shouted, but I smiled a little "Okey"

I sat on his bed and so did he, I heard his rant about how All Might was stupid and how he wanted hs father back, absorbing every single word that he had said to me.

At the end of it, we was with his back on the wall, still sitting in his bed, his head on his knees and arms wrapped around his legs. His eyes were red from all the crying, he was trembling and he was sobbing. An image to break a heart.

"what am I gonna do..."

He asked "about what?" I titled my head, showing that I was confused "about everything, I don't want to bei. Ta hero, none of us want it now, I don't want a normal job and we already decided that we're going to search for more teenagers like us, but what if it all go wrong and my mother loses me too? What if this is just the wrong decision? What if we don't find anyone? And what would you do in that gang? I mean, you know heros and etcetra but this wouldn't help that much.... "

Now I understand what he meant, he was confused about what we've decided, and to be honest, me too.

" we will only know if we try! And it does help, I know a lot more about heros than just what I write, and with that, I also know someone that might like to join us, we can go as soon as you want"

HEEEYYY, I'm really enjoying writing this, and I think this will be a little long 'cause yeah, uh, this will have all class 1-A students being recruited to the gang, and I want to put more into it, sooo... It will be pretty long it will not be just their back story and that's it, I will write a lot more that just that if I do what I want.

And sorry for this petty short chapter

Well, I hope you've liked it!

Bye~ 😘

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