Locked Off [SeungminXHyunjin]

twelve

"Seungmin I'm sorry." I suddenly woke up when someone hug me. It's Hyunjin he's drunk and I can smell the cigarrette through his breath.

Why is he in my room? The hell?!

I slowly looked at him. It feels like he's really drunk. He's sleeping while still hugging me.

"W-what's wrong? Do you want me to help you to go to your r-room?" I said while studying how beautiful he is.

"No- I want here... With you." He said. His eyes is closed. It feels like his mind is awake but his eyes is sleepy.

I've never seen Hyunjin drunk like this. He's always drunk but this is the first time I see him like this.

"Seungmin... I'm sorry." He said again. He comes closer to me as he hugged me tighter. "Eungmin, don't escape from my vision." He said. He just buried his face in my chest.

"W-what's wrong?"

"P-promise me you won't!"

"You're drunk."

"Eungmin..."

"What?"

"Do you want to go home?" He asked.

Do I want?

Wait- I'm not sure????

I should say yes. Seungming say yes!!

"I- Don't know." Wait- what the- did I just-

"Just stay here with me. You're the one I needed the most." He whispered.

My heart starts beating so fast again. What are you doing to me Hyunjin??

"Y-you know what- I'm sad today. But then I realize that you're here with me, there is nothing I should be sad when you're here." He sicerely said.

"What do you really want from me Hyunjin? Why are messing my mind?" I asked but he didn't answer. I guess he's now sleeping. I slowly brushed his hair using my hand.

"Why when I'm asking about important things you guys are always like this." I said as I shake my head. I suddenly stop touching his hair when I see his lips.

What the fvck Seungmin?

"I miss you mom..." Hyunjin murmur.

I suddenly remember Jisung said, that Hyunjin mom passed away. 

Poor Hyunjin...

I was startled when he starts crying. What Am I going to do?!

I slowly put my arms around him and starts tapping his back.

"Why are you being this dramatic? And seriously? In the middle of the night?" I said as I shake my head continuing patting his back.

"I won't let you leave me this time." He mumbled.

"What?" I said as I couldn't hear properly what he said. "If you're going to say something say it properly."

•••••|

"Good morning." Hyunjin said as soon as I wake up. I looked around and look at him. Why is he still in my room?

"W-why are you still here?" I asked and slowly sit down in the bed.

"I was about to get out but I saw how beautiful you are when you sleep so I decide to watch you." He said.

If only he knows that he's the most beautiful when he sleeps- WHAT?!

I chuckled what the hell is wrong with my mind.

"I feel like I’m being infected by your cute laugh." He said and pinched my cheeks. "It's too early for you to feel tingle." He get up and he was about to open the door when he suddenly stops. "It's so good to kiss you while you're sleeping." He said and wink at me before he go out.

What the hell?! I touched my lips- did he really- wait why am I disappointed?

"He should wake me up- what??! Seungmin!!!" I said. What the fvck am i talking to myself?!

•••••|

"Are you guys going to leave me here?" I asked when I see that there's a lot of bags, it feels like they are going somewhere.

"Leave you? Who said we will leave you?" Jisung said while preparing something.

"We're actually thankful to you! This is Hyunjin's idea because he don't want you to get bored here in the house." Felix said.

"Then, where's Hyunjin?" I asked while looking around.

"He's cleaning the car." Changbin said.

"S-should I packed m-my things as well?" I awkwardly asked.

"No need. Hyunjin already packed your things."

I go to garage where Hyunjin is cleaning his car. I bit my lips when I saw that he's topless. Wait- when did I became maniac?

Wait- I'm maniac??!!

I covered my mouth because of my thoughts. Stop Seungmin it's not good for you-

"You don't have to be shocked. My body belongs to you. Only you." He said continuing to clean his car.

"Tss what are you planning to do?" I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"This! Why do you want to go out? Are't you afraid that I'll escape?"

"Why would I? You won't escape right? And I won't let you escape." He said.

"No for real... Why are you doing this? A-are planning to kill me or something?"

"Don't you want this? You said you want to know me. Then let's get to each other." He said and genuinely smiled at me.

And for the first time in my whole life. I feel like there is a butterflies in my stomach. Hyunjin smile is very different from passed few days that he smilled at me.

My heart is crying... Why is he doing this to me???