Tonight never happened | kagetsukki

part six

"tsukki?!" a confused green haired boy tilted his head to the side, holding his dino stuffed toy.

The tall blone scratched his nape, "let me stay over," yamaguchi smiled up at him, and without exchanging any more words he went to the side to let in the other.

"so what happened, tsukki?" he closed the door and sat across the other, "wha- nothing," he rolled his eyes away from the other.

"you don't sleep at your house when you're bothered about something, because you said your family makes your head hurt more" at this point the blonde is looking at him again, he eyed the stuffed toy he was holding and looked away briefly.

"why do you still sleep with that," he scoffed, "it was the first gift you gave me, and i gotten used to sleeping with it," he huffed, feeling a bit offended.

"ok so what's wrong?" he tried asking again, "nothing, tsk" he stood up and made his way to the latters room. "i'm sleeping on your bed," he simply said as the other shook his head a little, grabbing the extra foam he had and laid it down the floor.

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"kageyama, you look pale, are you sure you can join us for practice?" sugawara worriedly asked. Before the other can defend himself, the smallest first year spoke, "he won't listen to me!" he pouted as he looked at the setter

"he's still really sick but he said he can't miss practice," he crossed his arms and let out a little 'hmph'

"i'm afraid you have to just watch today kageyama- or better just get some rest and go home for today" their captain spoke, "but-"

"no buts," crossing his arm as he raised one of his eyebrow, "please." he insisted right away

"oi, why are you so stubborn? just go home" the tall blonde suddenly interrupted, kageyama's eyes fell on him, ready to tell him to shut up.

That smirk.. deja vu? He felt like he saw that before but he couldn't really pinpoint where. A sudden pain made its way to kageyama's head, "ahh- hurts." he mumbled, his hands holding his head.

"kageyama?" hinata was the first and the fastest one that ran towards him, knowing fully well that he isn't that stable yet.

"that's your answer kageyama. Just go home, alright?" the other setter spoke, his face looking a bit too worried. "Hinata practice with us for at least 1 hour." the coach finally spoke, "you." he pointed at kageyama.

"rest in the nurse's office, you can't go home by yourself. Take him home later hinata, ok?" he raised his eyebrows waiting for an answer.

The smaller boy nodded a little as he breathe out a little, 'yes sir'

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"come on, let's just go home" the smaller figure argued as he tried dragging the younger, "no, i wanna go to a cafe real quick" he answered taking back his hands from the other

"will you stop?! you are burning up, let's go." once again, he grabbed his hand, a little tighter this time, "wait- please,"

Hinata sighed heavily, "fine. Just get what you want, and we're leaving"

Kageyama's eyes sparkled as he walked inside the small cafe, "you must be really sick- do you really act this childish when you're sick?" the other soon followed behind him

As they walked in they saw the other first years, kageyama bought milk and hinata called on the others, "hey can we sit here?" the blonde raised his brows, "i don't really have a choice" he stared at hinata who was already seated in front of them

He didn't even glance at kageyama and instead pushed his chair outwards not breaking the eye contact with hinata. Standing up, the green haired boy pulled on his hoodie, "where are you going?"

"let's just go, I'm not sitting with them" he pulled his hoodie from the latter and started walking away, "tsukki- your order isn't even here yet" he mumbled the last part

Hinata gasped loudly as they all watched him leave the cafe, "he's so mean yamaguchi, are you ok?"

"yeah, i am, don't worry" he let out a smile, his hands behind his nape, as he tilted his head, "I guess i have to go first guys, i'm sorry" he ran to the cashier and asked them to pack the strawberry shortcake the blonde ordered.

He got the nicely packed shortcake and immediately made his way out the door after saying thank you to the woman behind the cashier.

The other two stood up also getting ready to leave, "why couldn't you just drink milk in your house?"

"i like this one better, it tastes better" he pointed out, as he said thank you to the woman.

Hinata walked kageyama home, just like their coach ordered, he couldn't deny he liked walking the setter home though. If he can do this every day, he would, because according to him, he shined in the dark, his eyes were beautiful in the dark, and that was enough reasons for him to do so.

When they arrived at kageyama's house, the setter looked back at hinata, "you can go home now.." he mumbled before turning his back at him and unlocked the door

He turned around once again when he still felt the others presence, kageyama raised his eyebrows, asking why he was still there.

"oh- uh can you stay here by yourself?" he spoke, "I told you I'm ok now, " he rolled his eyes, "you're still burning up though-" he got cut off when the other sighed

"I really am ok-"

"let me stay over." he bluntly asked, finding no excuse anymore, both their eyes widened in surprised, there was a moment of silence before the taller spoke, "jeez.. why didn't you just ask" he scratched his head and let the other in

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"do you wanna watch a movie?" kageyama suddenly asked while they ate, the orange haired boy choked on his food and glance at the other, "wha- we don't have to" he grabbed water for him and handed it to him, the other gladly snatching it from him

After drinking water, he sighed and glanced at him again, "do you not want to?" he asked, not looking at the other

Hinata took awhile to answer but as he looked up, kageyama already staring back at him, he smiled and nodded, "sure, let's do that."

The setter nodded at his answer, completely oblivious of the others feelings, "okay" looking back down to his food.

Hinata stared at him for another second or so before he started eating again too.

Maybe he was sad, or mad, hell maybe he was even scared that he loves and wants someone who doesn't even see him as a friend, at least he thought.

He didn't notice his eyes welling up with tears when kageyama said his name. The setter didn't really know what to say either, he just stared and hinata didn't even try to wipe his own tears.

"what's wrong?" and that's when the older stood up, grabbing his bag from the couch, "hinata- what are you doing?" he stood up as he tried following him

"i'm sorry- kageyama, I'm so fucking sorry" he sighed not looking back at the other, "Please take your medicine. Stop getting hurt, we need you in our team, please hurry up and get well." he opened the door and as soon as he closed the door, a sob broke out from his throat.

He started walking away, his tears not pausing for a moment. He looked back at the house, his lips trembled and his chest ached, making him clutch onto his shirt near where it hurts. It's always the same feeling.

He didn't think he'd come to like the setter so much, at first it was, 'he's cute' but these days it's just, "it hurts right here in my chest"

Hinata doesn't like the feeling, but he doesn't know how to make it go away either, leaving him helpless and frustrated.