CH.21

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Short chapter :>

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-_-_-SON CHAEYOUNG'S POV-_-_-

I am here, laying on the white hospital bed, wearing the hospital gown as my hair was pulled up into space buns, feeling a little bit bored. I really can't believe I lost a child inside my tummy but I guess the miscarriage happened for a reason.

Second time's a charm, right? But, I don't know, I am not ready to get pregnant once again after what happened. I feel bad for not being careful but I guess my clumsiness came back? I used to fall down the stairs, smash things accidentally, and trip over nothing so this was a little surprising, not.

"Baby?" I look at the door, seeing my girl carrying what seems like a bag full of food, yum. "Hey babe, " I greet her as I reach out my arms, trying to let her know I want a kiss but I know I probably look stupid. She chuckles, placing the bag beside the table in my bed before wrapping her arms around my body, pecking my lips.

"What did you buy?" I ask her as I tried to pick the bag myself but was stopped by none other than Myoui Mina herself. I pout, she knows I'm stronger despite the fact that my other wrist has an IV on it and I'm really hungry that I could eat Mina right now. Ew, no. Inappropriate Son Chaeyoung

"Baby, you know not to carry heavy things, remember? " I nod, trying to act disappointed as I pout. She then stops removing the food from the plastic bag as she places it on the table, making her way towards me. I then feel a finger under my chin, lifting my face up to face her.

"Hey, it's okay, " She then steals a kiss from me before handing me the frenchfries from Jollibee, the one that I've been craving for days. "When do I leave this place?" I ask as I dip the frenchfry into the ketchup, munching it as I look at her, waiting for an answer.

"The doctor said if they find you okay today, they will release you but if they don't..." She winks at my way, I mean, I already know so I need to be healthy to be able to leave this place. Don't get me wrong, I like hospitals but the thought of staying in a white room, bored for life, not allowed to do anything until further notice and the fact that I dislike hospital food, just send me shivers.

"I'm bored, " I say after consuming a lot of food, pouting. God, I feel so full, I even thought that Mina's trying to fat me up, I swear my belly feels heavier than before. Mina looks at me before looking back at her phone, she then quickly types something before shoving her phone to her pocket as she scoots the chair a little bit closer till her knees touch the side of the bed.

"What do you want to do?" She asks me, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. I tried to think of something creative and entertaining but nothing came out of my mind. "How about, Never Have I Ever?" I say as I give up, I literally can't think of nothing better to play, I can't even touch my phone without Mina glaring at me, she is always sayinh that if I want to leave this area a little faster then I would have to avoid all kinds of gadgets, except television.

Mina then gives me an are-you-serious look, making me think that's she's silently telling me that I am a child. "Are you seriously silently telling me that I'm a baby?" I ask, crossing my arms, not even bothered by the IV that's currently connected on my wrist. She then shakes her head, raising both of her hands up in a surrender gesture as she denies the accusation but I can see right through her.

"Hey, I know I am a baby but I am your baby remember?" Pouting, I tried my best to make puppy eyes, testing if she will melt by the gesture. I know I probably look stupid by trying to act cute but whatever. She then chuckles before kissing my cheek, "You're my baby?" She asks, lightly teasing me making me pout even more.

"Yes and I'm fucking cute, " Her eyebrows raise as she chuckles. She then told me that we will play the game I suggested making me smile like a kid who got a lollipop for free. Yes, I'm that childish.

"If you have done what I said, smile, if you haven't, don't smile, duh. " I say as I playfully roll my eyes at her, just to tease her back, she then smacks my arm in the softest way possible. We then started to play, she has been suggesting weird and sexual stuff making me think if she's horny or what.

You know? Of course, you don't. I always tend to ask myself, why was I the only one getting hurt? Not that I want Mina to experience what I am going through but it's making me think that the world is mad at me or something. I have been the one who got a bruise in the eye, the one who almsot lost her life, the one who experienced sexual abuse and the one who experienced a miscarriage.

Maybe because author hates me so much that she's planning to kill me. Nah, just kidding. Despite all the problems I am going through, Mina's still here, sitting beside me in a chair, wearing my oversized t-shirt paired with aquamarine shorts which is also paired by red shoes. I am very grateful that I still have her by my side.

I mean, everybody needs inspiration, everybody needs a song that they will forever play in their lives until they grow up, there's always that one song which we find comfort to, especially when the nights are long.

People always say that whatever they go through will pass by and it will be easy but sometimes they can be wrong because there is no guarantee, that this life is easy.

There's always a God that's looking down at us, watching our every move, I mean, I know I have commited a big sin, especially because I am also into women but that didn't stop me from going to church every Sunday, for praying, for having faith in him.

Then there's Mina, the first time I met her was in Papa J's office, with those brown locks that's now blonde, those captivating brown orbs, those soft plump lips with that gummy smile that can light up your day. When my world is falling apart, when there's no light to break up the dark, that's when I accidentally look at her. She loves me for who I am and I know I'm not alone.

She was like the peanutbutter to my jelly,
She is the reason why I feel butterflies in my belly, she can be the rain from the cloud when it's storming or she can be the sun when it shines in the morning. She can be the apple to my pie, she's the straw to my berry, she's the smoke to my high, not that I'm planning to get high, of course she's the one I'm gonna marry.

I admit, I was lightly devastated before I even received Papa J's message. A part of me wanted to refuse and a part of me didn't. Something actually pushed me to agree and then here we are, getting married, probably will have kids that lives in a luxurious mansion. I couldn't ask for a better life despite all the obstacles we are currently facing.

She just appeared like a dream to my life, just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me. I am really grateful though that I have Mina by my side. Even if it takes on killing myself for her to realize hee hidden feelings for me.

Just kidding, bad joke, sorry.

I know that whatever happens out there, we will face it with great strength and determination. I know that the man behind all these is stil roaming out there but it is time to not be afraid and face it. Mina and I will face the obstacles of life through thick and thin, for better or for worst until death do us apart.

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Hey guys! Mina's POV next >

Anyway, have you guys noticed some of the words are actually the lyrics to a song?😂

I know this book contains a lot of angst but yeah :> just be ready hehe :>

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