~Lost in the Moment~ (Song)

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TW: Sobbing, character death, mentions of suicide, mentions of death, swearing, unsympathetic/ cheating Virgil, unsympathetic Logan, unsympathetic/ abusive Patton, violence, attempted murder, sympathetic Remus, sympathetic Janus, then Virgil is kinds sympathetic-, sympathetic Janus, panic attacks, 

~~~ 21 years ago, one day before the beginning of Roman's fall ~~~

~ 3rd person pov focusing on Dreams ~

Dreams had always knew he would die, that he would be sucked into the darkness... He knew everything... And he knew that he could not change the future... He had thought out every possibility... The only one that ended with everyone being okay was with his demise...

He knew his mind would break... He knew Roman would have to suffer... He knew that there would be pain and suffering... But all he could do... All of the outcomes... The billions of possibilities... All of them ended with Thomas dying...

Most of Thomas's deaths were suicide... Others were based of him being killed... But the only possible one that had Thomas survive... Was if Dreams were to get sucked into the darkness and die... There was a slight chance that he would be brought back but it was only a .00001% chance...

He walked out of his room and to the imagination... He wiped his tear filled eyes and ran up to the very top of Romulus Mountain... The only thing in the imagination that survived after the split... The farther Dreams ran up it the more he began to sob... He knew there was no other way...

Everything would be fine as long as he died... Thomas would be fine as long as he died...

Dreams reached the top and fell to his knees sobbing... He looked up and saw the sunset... Perhaps the last one he would ever see...

(Lyrics to the song are underlined and in italics)

"This may be the last sunset I'll see... So I'll take it in... I'll take it in..." He quietly sang, tears spilling faster every moment as images of the distant future flashing before his mind... Who would suffer... All the arguments and fights... All of the pain... All of it... "This may be the last air that I'll breathe... I'll breathe it in... I'll breathe it in..." He sang a little louder, his voice cracking at the end...



"I heard that pictures don't change! Just the people inside of 'em do!" Deceit screamed at Paranoia, who was sobbing his eyes out... Paranoia had been cheating on Deceit with Logic... And Deceit found out when he found Logic and Virgil kissing...


"Whoever told you that life would be easy...? I promise that person was lyin' to you..." Intrusive Thoughts quietly sang as he wrapped bandages around Creativity's bleeding stomach... Morality had shot Creativity in the stomach with a gun to try and kill him... And Intrusive Thoughts found him bleeding out in the kitchen...


"You got a problem with followin' through... That's why I got a problem with followin' you..." Anxiety mumbled, walking away from the restaurant that Logic was supposed to be at... Logic had now stood up Anxiety for the 12th and final time... Anxiety was done with his bullshit...


"You keep lookin' at me like this problem is new! But we've been here before, what you tryin' to do!?" Creativity screamed at Morality, who was trying to 'comfort' Creativity in front of the others... Morality had been faking being sympathetic when he was in front of the others, and Creativity was done with it...

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