Danganronpa V3 Chatfic (I'm Actually Taking This Seriously Now Wow)

Mama's help (second time writing this😔💅)

~Kokichi's POV (back to slightly before the kiss)~

      AAAAAAAAA OK OK OK, CALM DOWN, THIS IS TOTALLY A PERFECT SCENERY FOR A KISS BUT I DOUBT SAHARA WILL ACTUALLY KISS ME- AIGHT OK- CALM DOWN, THINK- DEEP BREATHS-

      "Saihara-chan~ aren't you forgetting something~?" I said as if I totally weren't panicking and saw as his face reddened "nishishi, so you remebered~? Where's my kiss Saihara-chan~?" He looked as if he was thinking about something but he's still red. Aaaaagghh why am I like this-?!? Ah, right-

     "Awww man, I really wanted you to kiss me, I guess I'll just live in misery then, but if you were to kiss me I wouldn't mind~" that's definitely not  a lie though I'll say the oppisite- "you look so nervous Saihara-chan~ pffft- hahaha but of course you don't have to kiss me, because that was ju-" he cut me off.......by kissing me......

     WAIT- WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WHAT- HE'S KISSING ME- THIS IS REAL?!? I'M DRAMING-  ah shit, what's going on-?!? Nfjeoeiwodhskqndodwo his lips are so soft......and he looks so at peace.....I DON'T WANT THIS TO END BUT IT'S MOST LIKELY A DREAM-  can I feel my face being this hot in a dream-? I don't think you can feel stuff like this in dreams...SO THIS IS REAL?!? I- OH MY ATUA THIS IS A DREAM COME TRUE- but that was so sudden- aaaaaa I don't mind tho- wait Saihara-chan was the one that made a move-? Nfoehdowhsoqhsidhwow I CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT- ah, no shit I can't think straight- I want this to last- and he pulled away-

    Wait....I didn't kiss back....OH NO, HE'S GONNA THINK I DIDN'T LIKE THAT DAMN IT- I tried to say something, anything but words wouldn't come out of my mouth and I just stared at him wide eyed and extremely red. He also seemed to be having a panic but he seemed more confident somehow "A-anyways, uhm, it's already pretty late so, uhm, I-I'm gonna go back to my room-" as he said that he grabbed his book, flashes me a smile and walked towards the dorms.

    I should probably head back too- aaaaaa damn it- I get up and running to my room hiding my face in my scarf, until I bump into mom "aaAaAaAAa- I-I'm sorry- I'll just go-" and she yanked me by my scarf and dragged me to the kitchen with her, ah great.

   "Kokichi" she said in a stern voice, I'm boutta get yelled at and I have no idea for what. I saw Hanamura-kun leave the kitchen seeming worried, he looked at me with a look that says 'I wish you luck with that' and then when he wasn't in sight anymore mom smiled at me. Oh I see what she did-

  "So, what happened to make you so distracted?" Oh she's askin' she not slakin' ah shit- but I trust mom so I'll tell her. I take a deep breath, aight- "Ok....momdoyouremeberwhenIsaidthatSaihara-chanshpuldkissmeasajoke? WellnowheactuallydidandImayormaynithavebeenwaitingforitbutIpanickedanddidn'tkissbackandnowheprobablyhatesme WHAT DO I DOOOO?!?!?" aaaannnd I feel to the floor on my knees being the overdramatic bitch I am.

   She giggled at bit at me being dramatic "Ouma, could you possibly repeat what you said? I didn't quite understand" she asked, I sighed, I mean, I did talk a bit too fast, I take a deep breath "ok, so you remeber that I said that Saihara-chan owes me kiss this morning in the chat? Ok good to know you remember, after we went to the patio and stuff, yadda yadda, and then he remembered that and I teased him, nothing new, and then he actually kissed me but I was too shook to return the kiss and he probably hates me even more now-"

   "Ouma, if he kissed you voluntarily that means he doesn't hate you" she reassured me "oh yeah, I told you that you can call me Kokichi, but he probably does now, I kept on insisting on it only to not retrieve the kiss..." mom looked at me with a small frown.

   "Ou- I mean, Kokichi, it's ok, I'm sure he's asking himself if he really did that and is happy that he did. You mustn't worry over something so small" I can feel tears welling up in my eyes, I know that what she said is probably true....but...I can't help but feel like he hates me, I mean, everyone does....WHO WOULDN'T?!? I'M JUST ANNOYING AND KEEP ON CONSTANTLY LYING, NO ONE LIKES SOMEONE LIKE THAT....and I can feel the tears falling from my eyes