Okay, so this guy
Asked me out
Had a huge crush
AFTER I said yes, he said, "But don't tell anyone. I don't want to be judged. "
And then he cheats on me, flirts with other girls, wants to get into my pants and then he fucking breaks up with me
Over text
And then my heart just fucking BLED
Because holy fucking damn did I like this boy
And holy fucking damn was he a manwhore
Something about him being on medications and being fucked up when he asked me out
Was he ASHAMED ABOUT ASKING ME OUT
No hand holding
No smiles
No nothing
Didn't even say bye when he leaves
Barely talked
One word messages
I DESERVE AT LEAST MORE THAN A BREAK UP OVER TEXT
I had an anxiety attack LITERALLY and I left theater and went outside
And just cried
And hated myself for it
This shit SUCKS
YOU ARE READING
RANTS
RandomI'm pissed and I need coffee. Or any sort of energy drink whatsoever. And quite possibly a knife, bleach, body bags, and hydrochloric acid.