To the person I am writing this for you will know who you are. 😔 I hope you know that words I say is true and i hope you think about them before you act upon them.
I love you with all of my heart there is nothing I would do to purposely hurt you. A couple weeks ago I made the biggest mistake of my life. I let you go. I pushed you away. I did cause I was dealing with the emotional battle that comes with dealing with what happened to me. I know that it's no excuse and that doesn't mean that I hurt you any less. I hope you can forgive what I have done. I can't go a day without thinking about you. Everytime I close my eyes I see your face and it hurts me that I have hurt someone so precious to me. I would give anything to go back in time and stop myself from making the mistake I made. I havent been completely honest with you. I promise its nothing horrible it's just embarrassing to me. When I first fell for you we were in our freshman year. I was to shy to talk to you so I just hid in the background. I hoped that you would notice me but I dont think you did. Thats when I first started to have a crush on you. After that I got buisy with school and we stopped talking the little bit that we had been but I never forgot you. You were always in the back of my mind. And then at the beginning of our sophomore year I found you again. I was still to shy and nervous so I hid again. And then I started to stay after school and we started to talk. I started to get less nervous and found myself making reasons to stay after just to talk to you. And well the rest is history. From the day that we met as freshmen I always had a crush on you. Yeah your probally thinking that that's wierd. But I just felt like I had to tell you. I should have told you I had a crush on you back then. But I was just the quiet girl who didnt talk much. Well I feel wierd now that I said all of that. Just please dont think I'm too wierd.
I dont know what else to say but I love you. I promise I'm never gonna hurt you again. You mean the world to me. I love you to the moon and back.
