idk just random Stuff

questions to someone special

I'm falling apart
I cant sleep
I can barely eat
I feel so alone
So unloved
Does anyone love me?
Does anyone care?
Would anyone care if I was gone?
What if I never existed?
I'm scared
I think your gonna leave
What if you never know how you feel?
What if you find someone else?
Would you tell me?
Would you tell me if you knew what you felt?
How do I show you I care?
How do I prove myself to you?

Just a few questions I have trapped in my mind. To my special someone if you see this please answer this. I've kinda been going crazy not knowing.