Instagram{Liskook ff}

{Insts} 38

"You did great at the shooting by the way" He started as we walked around the park, "Ah gasahamnida, you did great to kook" I said and gave him a warm smile

After that no one talked and i sighed. When will i have guts though? I mean that's all in the past right i shouldn't be affected too much

We stopped near the lake and sat down while looking at the stars

"So how are you?" He asked

"Oh in fine..totally"

"You?" I continued

"Here..missing someone" He said and closed his eyes, i stared at him as he's feeling the wind coming through his face

"If i hadn't sacrificed you before, do you think were still together?" He whispered but enough for me to hear

Sacrificed? Me?

"Mwo??", He looked at me and gave me a small smile

"When you love someone..why do you have to sacrifice it for her future?"

"Why do you have to gave up just for her to be successful.." He whispered again

"W-what do y-you mean?" I stuttered

He sat down properly and just stare at me with a serious look

"I miss you..Mi Amor"

I looked at him in his eyes and all i can see is sincerity in it. We stared for minutes until he slowly move his face closer to mine, he then gently closed his eyes as he is just an inch away from me

I was about to give in as i remembered something

"I-i don't w-want you a-anymore"

I stopped and just left like a statue, Jungkook slowly opened his eyes

"No.."

"No no this is wrong." I said as i stood up and not making an eye contact to him "What's wro--"

"What's wrong?! What's wrong here is that i still have feelings for you damn it!" I confessed to him.

"And that's very wrong because i can't just love you until now after what you did to me! After you hurt me and want me gone Jungkook! Because its wrong!"

"Loving you and missing you is wrong! And i can't stop because you always make me believe that you still want me, you still need me!" I shouted and tears started falling down

"But its true!"

"Oh stop the bullshit! Jungkook please stop confusing me, c-cause im so tired thinking all night that all of this is for me..that you love me and want me--"

"Do you think i would comeback to you if i dont love you? If i dont want you?" He cut me off and i could see some tears in his eyes

"I love you so much Lisa, i love you until now.."

"If you truly love me..why did you gave up on me that easily huh? Why did you gave up that fast?!"

"Because i had to!"

"You had to?! Really? For what huh?"

"I did that because i want a better future for you--"

"Why? Do you think if I'm still with you right now i wouldn't have this kind of life?" I said and looked away

"Jungkook..i can do it with you, i can make it with you by my side..why would you think that it's better to lose me for my future?!"

"Its because YG told me..", i stopped as i heard what he said

Pd nim?

"And you didn't fight?"

"Lisa it's not li--"

"You didn't fight for us and just follow his orders just like that? You didn't fight Jungkook" I said and he lowered his head

"Tsk you said you love me but you didn't fight for me.."

"You didn't fight for us.." I whispered but enough for him to hear

"What kind of Love is that?" I said one last time and walked away leaving him behind, i started crying harder as i took each step

Why did i love in the first place?

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