So we went home after we got done and we had the funeral and I was in tears I went home and started cutting my leg and sid said "let me in now or I'm going to kick down the door" I opened the door and said "what do you want my mom and dad is dead?" he said " listen baby I know you lost your mom and dad but don't cut your self it's not your fault" and I said "true" so we went into the bed room and made out.