All I Want For Christmas Is You

Chapter 40

Ben's pov

Onyx got bored after a while, and we started making out, her sitting in my lap. I have my arms around her hips, and hers are around my neck. I smile, eyes shut as we kiss. There's a knock on the door frame... I forgot to shut the door.

"Ben?" Its Ryan. I pull away from Onyx's perfect lips, and she sighs.

"Sorry baby...." I smile, and lean back, and Onyx gets up, and sits next to me.

"Its okay." Onyx's smiles.

"What's wrong RyRy?" I smile, and get up, and go over to her, and help her in, since my room is a mess, stuff all over the floor.

"I broke something..." She says quietly. She spreads out her wings, and one is a bit bent at the top.

"What happened?" I ask, and sit her on my bed, and grab a roll of bandage.

"Uh, Jeff..." She shrugs, and I sit behind her, and snap the wing quick, making her yelp. I wrap it quickly with the bandage.

"What about Jeff?" I frown. If he hurt my cousin, I swear. I rip the bandage, and tie it off.

"I fell and he grabbed me by the wing..." She says quietly. I smile weakly at her, and then Onyx's walks over.

"Ryan... You wanna feel something?" Onyx's asks, softly taking Ryan's hand.

"Sure..." Ryan nods a little. Onyx places Ryan's hand on her stomach, and Ryan smiles.

"He's moving." Ryan's smile gets bigger.

"Yes." Onyx's smiles, she sits next to Ryan, and let's her feel the bump.

"Wow." Ryan giggles and Onyx's smiles at me. I smile back, and watch them.

"RyRy, where's Jeffy?" I chuckle a little, since Ryan refers Jeff as ''Jeffy''. She shrugs.

"I think he is watching tv in our room." She smiles a little.

"Why didn't he bring you here?" Onyx frowns.

"He said he needed to do something with out me..."

"Ah, okay." Onyx's gives me a confused look.

"I'll go check..." I mouth to Onyx, and walk out,of the room. I go down the hall, and I find Jeff talking to himself in the bathroom.

"I don't wanna hurt you anymo-" Jeff sees me in the mirror. He turns around. "H-Hey..." He stammers.

"Wassup?" I smile a little.

"Uhm, nothing..." He,smiles nervously, and just stares at me.

"Why you talking to yourself?" I smile a little, reassuringly.

"I don't know... I'm scared Ben..." He sighs, and looks at himself in the mirror.

"Of what?" I ask softly.

"I'm a killer Ben. We all are, but I can't control it. I'm scared I'm going to hurt her... I keep hurting her. I don't want to hurt her more, or kill her. I'm scared... Slender told me that she can have a baby, but what if I kill her or the baby? What if I kill them both?" Jeff yells and punches the mirror, and it shatters.

"Jeff, I think you will be fine." I sigh, and put a hand on his shoulder.

"I don't trust myself... I'm gonna break up with her." Jeff looks at himself in the broken mirror. "I mean, really, who wants me? I'm ugly. My stupid eyelids. My stupid smile. My skin. I'm not good enough for her."

"Jeff, can I tell you something?" I ask, Jeff nods a little.

"Do you know how much Ryan loves you?" I ask, and he shakes his head.

"She's looking forward to having a baby... Jeff, She loves you a lot, do you think she would be happy if you broke up with her?"

"No..."

"Do you wanna go see her? I fixed her wing, and she's with Onyx, she's fine." I smile a little, and Jeff nods, and follows me to my room.