All I Want For Christmas Is You

Chapter 45

Onyx's pov

After a while, Ben goes to get us food, and Jeff makes a fort like thing with the couch, making a comfy and warm castle. I'm sitting in Ben's lap, and Ryan's in Jeff's. I start to get cramps in my stomach. I know it's about time. I wince, and then hold Ben's hand, and he kisses my forehead. I look at the clock on the tv. One am. Christmas eve. I'm gonna have a Christmas eve baby.

"Ben..." I groan, and hold his hand tighter. I know I'm weak, whatever E.J. gave me, it wasn't good.

"Yeah?" He asks. I guess he looked up how to deliver a baby, cause he was reassuring me while I was trying to sleep that I'd be okay, and Shadow would be okay.

"Hurts..." I wheeze out. Jeff looks at me, and then at Ben.

"You think it's time?" He frowns, and kisses my head gently. Yes. No. Maybe. I can't tell. I just shrug.

"Maybe..." I start to breathe heavy. Yes. Definitely yes. I nod a little, and Ben lays me down on the really super insanely fuzzy blanket. I wince, and the suck in sharp breaths. It is killing me. It feels like I'm being stabbed in my stomach and chest.

"Its okay... Breathe..." Ben smiles softly, and Jeff puts Ryan on a blanket, asleep. Jeff holds my hand, and smiles. I smile weakly back.

Sharp pains go through my body, and I whimper. I can't scream, I'm too weak. This goes on for a while, on and off, every couple minutes. I start to feel light headed, and Ben makes sure I watch him. Ringing goes through my ears, and all I can hear is loud obnoxious crying and I black out.