Enemy's and Lovers

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Trigger warning ⚠️
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A/N - hey luvs, I'm sorry it hasn't been a lot of updates. I'm in school and have a lot of homework. I'm trying to make it work, sorry.

I know the last chapter was deep, and that's exactly where I wanted to get with this book, there is trigger warnings for a reason. I've been through some things and I see this as a opportunity to vent a little. Thank you for reading.

Thank you for 9k reads! I love you all...

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Anna's POV:

Ag just told me about Sarah and her dad, I was speechless so I just stared at her. It wasn't my intention to be staring but my thoughts kept me from concreting on her. As I watched her hazel eyes drowning in tears and her skin around her eyes, puffy and red.
Her lips looked sore and she looked broken.

How could a person go through so much pain? She clearly didn't deserve that, nobody does. This explains why she doesn't want to get attached and I don't know what to do.

She's my soulmate, I wanna be with her but she doesn't get attached to people? And why is she my enemy? Is this why? Is she gonna push me away our whole life's? She is her own enemy, and for it to be that strong she must have a lot of trouble, a lot of demons.

I was thinking about what to say to her, 'I'm not like other girls' no no no, I couldn't say that. I wasn't sure but I knew it wasn't going to end well if I keep my mouth shut.

I saw a tear running down her cheek so without thinking I took my hand and brushed it off with my thumb.
She looked at me with her pretty hazel eyes and I could see her hurt.

I couldn't control myself, I leaned in and I slowly kissed her while hesitating a little. The kiss was a little shaky and very slow. Her lips was so soft and she placed her hand on my cheek. It was almost a perfect kiss. But I could feel her cold tears from her cheeks touching my cheeks. I almost felt her pain through the kiss, I wanted to help her, heal it.

She pulled away and stared at me.
I didn't say anything and that was a mistake. She backed up and got down from the bed. She looked away and walked over to the loose wall bites from the punching and trying to get them off, taking up the rest off it on the floor. She threw them in the trash as more tears were running down her cheeks.

I got off the bed and stopped in front of her, I still couldn't get the words out.
"You think it's my fault, right?" Ag said with a raspy, broken voice.
"N- No" I got out, still chocked about the story. I brushed my thumb against her cheek again.

"Yes y-you do" her voice turned a bit angry but most of it still broken.
I took her face in my hands.
"Hey! Don't do that, you think it's my fault" she said while pushing off my hands. "No, no Ag I don't! I don't think it's your fault" I tried defending myself from her accusations.

She started walking around in the room still crying, thinking about what to do.
"You think it was my fault, like everyone else who knows, I told you the darkest part of my life and think it's my fault?", "No, No, Ag I don't think it is your fault what are you talking about?
I never said that!" I tried going up to her but she pushed me away.

"Y- you have to go" she looked up at me with tears streaming down her face. She had red, puffy eyes and looked so broken after revealing all part of the story in her head while telling me.
I could clearly see she was fighting herself in her head and that's why she thinks I think it was her fault.

"Please Ag" I tried but she wouldn't listen, I felt a tear stream down my right cheek. "No, you have to go" she opened the door and I walked out.

Ag's POV:

Why the fuck would I push Anna away from me? But I could clearly see she was thinking everything was my fault.
I can't get attached, the story will repeat. But I already told her?
"God why can't I make myself shut up?" I screamed out in pain.

I threw myself against the bed crying, I always fuck everything up and this time it was my soulmate. I won't get her back, because of myself.
I only thought of one thing to do to get my mind to clear up a little.

I got in my car and started driving to the address I've been to many times in my life. As I drove I didn't have the radio on. It was complete silence but my mind was spinning. My thoughts were driving me insane and I had around four different voices in my head all of them screaming and arguing.
I couldn't see clearly because of the tears but I managed to drive.

I drove over the limit, desperately trying to get to her house. I needed her now, more than ever.

I parked outside the familiar brown gate and walked up while fixing my hair a little and wiping away the tears.

I knocked the big door and she opened,
"Ag? What are you doing here? It's pretty late" She looked at me confused. "Do you have free time? I have something I wanna do" I said directly to the point.

She held up the door for me and I got inside her house, "Anything for you Annagrace"...

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