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A/N - hey, some of you maybe saw my post on here, I have a lot of school work and tests so that's why I've been on a break and didn't update. I'm doing good and are gonna try to get a chapter out per week.

I know you've been waiting, enjoy this...

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Ag's POV:

I woke up with an headache, that kind of headache when you feel like dying, everything I did, every part of my body that I moved hurt, bad. I streched out and sat up, I was in Mia's room and couldn't remember why. I was only in my sportsbra and boxers and couldn't see her anywhere.

I pressed the homebutton on my phone that were charging beside me on the nightstand. The screen lit up, 11:24 am. I tried remembering... alright, it's sunday morning and I'm in Mia's room, I thought to myself as I stood up.

I walked over to Mia's closet and took a clean hoodie and some sweatpants, then since I still couldn't hear if Mia was home or not I walked in her bathroom. I started taking my clothes off as I looked at myself in the mirror.

I noticed the hickies on my upper neck, I barley remembered who gave them to me, was it Anna? No it couldn't be since we weren't friends anymore, or anything. I took a long hard look at myself as I started tearing up. Who is this person I've became? I didn't recognize myself anymore. I was loosing myself once again.

I couldn't stop thinking about her, how did she make such an impact on my life and feelings in only a week? yeah that's right, it was a week ago tomorrow since my.. or should I say our birthday.

I turned on the shower as I stepped in, the hot water was burning against my body but I couldn't stop thinking about her, her eyes, her smile, her hair, her scent. God I miss her scent.

I finished up and put on the clean clothes as I brushed my hair and put it up in a bun, I knew where Mia's stuff was because of how many times I've slept at her place. Mia's mom was very important to me and Mia's family felt like mine. Mia's mom kinda took me in the years my mom was at her worst after my dad passed away.

I walked out the bathroom and saw someone standing there over by the bed, "Wha-" I was cut off by her turning around. "Hey Ag" she said shortly as she walked up to me. I was pretty confused as I took a hard look at Anna's beautiful face. She cupped my face with her soft hands as I placed mine on hers. My eyes started tearing up, she leaned in to kiss me but I stopped her.

"I'm sorry bub" I let out as I closed my eyes and wiped away my tears with my shaky hands. When I opened my eyes she was gone again, like usual. I shaked my head and walked over to the bed and curled up my body with my eyes still watering. I sat in the corner and just let it all out.

Anna's POV:

I woke up in my own bed but instead of getting up I just stared at the ceiling, thinking. I was thinking about the events yesterday and my feelings. Ag making out with that girl, that scene was repeating in my head over and over again. I wanted to text her, tell her I'm sorry, tell her I just want to go back. But I couldn't, I didn't deserve her and partly she didn't deserve me.

She was just playing with my feelings, I mean, who goes to a party and get stupidly drunk right after a fight? She was irresponsible and impulsive. It wasn't healthy for either of us to be around each other. But I couldn't bring myself to stop thinking about her, stop missing her.

I finally reached over and grabbed my phone. My body froze as I saw the message I've gotten from a very familiar person. I swiped right on Kyle's name and unlocked my phone.

My heart was beating as I read the threat, "Come back or I send to him" was the short text with a picture attached to it. It was a picture of me and Ag kissing. When the fuck had he gotten the chance to take that? I felt nauseus only from thinking of what would happen if my dad found out.

Kyle knew my dad was extremely homophobic and I couldn't risk it, I had to go back. I started crying as I dragged by body up from the bed and forcing myself to put on clothes. I rougly did my makeup with my eyes swollen from crying. My thoughts were killing me, what would everybody say? What were he going to do to me? Ag couldn't save me now, we don't talk and everything is a mess.

A few days ago everything was fine and I was sleeping at her house, it was peacefull after the accident and every problem was solved between us. How was it possible to create even more in such a short time?

I walked out of my house and started the car, I started slowly driving to his house. My dad couldn't find out, he were already more abusive than Kyle and I knew that wasn't his limit. My brother dosen't help, he just deliver money to him every now and then so I was alone.

I dragged myself out the car as I locked it and walked up to the familiar gate. I pressed the button and a ringing noice reached my ears. I heard heavy steps and a familiar face opened the door.

His raspy voice gave me shivers... "Hello Anna, come in"...

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A/N - finally posting!

Don't forget to vote and comment! 👋🏻

Wordcount - 1000

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