Enemy's and Lovers

twentyseven

Trigger warning ⚠️
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A/N- hi, so my computer broke right after I updated last time and I still don't have it. Sorry to leave you on a cliffhanger like that and for such a long time. And for that reason, this chapter is a little longer than the rest.

Small recap - Anna tells Ag to meet her by the park and she's about to tell Ag her feelings.

PLEASE read this chapter with the song on repeat, if it doesn't work, go on Spotify and search up 'hearing' by 'sleeping at last'.
It adds so much to the chapter.

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*play song*

Anna's POV:

My mind was spinning and I don't think I've ever been so nervous, I fidgeted with my fingers and tried to steady my breathing. My mouth felt dry and I couldn't get the words out. Ag just stood there, staring at me, waiting to hear what I've wanted to tell her for so long.

"Ag I-" I started off as she took a step forward to hear me clearly. She smiled at me and took my hand. "Take your time, It's oka-" She started but I couldn't wait to tell her.

"Ag, you've made such an inpact on my life for the short time you've been around me. And the truth is, I really want you stay longer, but I have some things to say and I hope you won't leave because of it. For starters, I know you don't want anything that lasts, like longterm stuff. And I understand that, but I don't think you can continue being in my life if it isn't romantical. I can't stand the fact that I have to see you everyday, talk to you, without being able to kiss you or tell you that you're the prettiest I've ever seen. I want to be able to spoil you, to care about you. I want to be able to take you on adventures and dates. I want you to let me care about you, and maybe even let yourself care about me. I want to love you, hold you, and appreciate you every second, minute and hour we are togheter. I want to get to call you mine and to be called yours, I want everything that comes with you and I'll always accept you.
The truth is, I can't see myself without you in any way, and for that matter I can't see you with anyone but me. And trust me I know that you don't think it's true all about that soulmate stuff, and I know I can't change that. It will be hard yes, but I'm willing to do everything in my power to make this work.
And I know this isn't just me, and if it is, it needed to be said. I can't live on like this. I can't live on without you by my side Ag"

It started to rain, only a little before it started pouring. My clothes started to get wet but right now I didn't care, I didn't care at all, all I wanted was her to know my feelings.
I was breathing heavy and so was she from the cold rain, she stood there looking at me as I gulped hard. I took a deep breath.

"You truly don't deserve anything that has happened to you and I want to give you what you deserve. I know it might be hard because you deserve the world. But I'm gonna try my best, I promise.
I can't live on everyday without you, I can't live on knowing that you aren't mine and won't ever be, I can't see you every day with knowledge that you won't ever be mine and I won't be yours.
All I want is you, all I want is to hold you, all I want is to look into your eyes every day and tell you I love you. I want to be the one you call every day, I want to be the one you can't get out of your head. And I will always be here for you even if you don't choose me. I can't see myself without you Ag, I won't be able to live on without you, you are my everything. And I will always love you.
Because that's the truth, I truly love you Ag, I've fallen so hard for you and it hurts knowing that you won't ever feel the same way, it hurts knowing I will see you with other people than me and I can't process that you won't feel the sam-"

Ag took a step forward against me and shut me up by kissing me. It was pouring and I could feel her smile against my lips. The kiss was slow and all of our feelings were poured into it.
It was a rollercoaster of emotions and it was the best kiss I've ever had.

When she pulled away we kept our faces close as I stared into her hazel eyes. We were both still breathing heavily and deeply, I was staring into her eyes and saw her letting some tears out.

I grabbed her and pulled her into a tight hug. She grabbed my head and whispered in my ear.

"I love you Anna, I can't live without you"

I loosened my grip of her and looked into her eyes, being shocked about the fact she for the first time ever used my real name. I smiled and she grabbed my face and kissed me again.

Ag's POV:

I loved her, so so much and I couldn't ever lose her again. She was my everything, I've slowly realized that and I won't be able to stop loving her.

When we kissed it was like all our feelings, everything that had happened was poured into the kiss. When I looked into her blue eyes, her beautiful face with the rain pouring down at her.
She was the best sight I would ever be able to see, she was the definition of perfect and didn't even realize it herself.

When she pulled back from the kiss again I decided to ask her, it was now or never. I can't lose her again.

"Anna, would you like to be my girlfriend?" I whispered to her again.
My ears was filled with the sound of rain hitting against our clothes and the ground.

She nodded her head and let out a passionate yes as I cupped her face and looked at her smiling face.
I was now smiling so hard my cheeks hurt. I've never been this happy, ever.

God I loved this girl more than I've ever loved someone before. And the fact that she loved me? It was straight out of a movie. We hugged so tight but I wanted her closer, even with our bodies pressed together it was too far away.
We both were soaked from the rain, it was perfect.

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A/N - I can't even explain how bad I want this, please comment what you think.

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Wordcount - 1166

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