Is this really happening?

Chapter 16

Andrea's pov

Since Jenn left I took a shower and walked to the kitchen. I made myself breakfast.
I had scrambled eggs, bacon and I found hash browns.
Jenn loves hash browns, I thought. That made me smile.

A few seconds later, reality hit me. I was going on a date with a guy who I don't even like, Jenn said we're just friends, and the worst part is that she's not here, with me.

I sat there, eating my breakfast alone. I don't know what hurt more, eating in silence or the fact that I couldn't stop thinking about her.

The whole day I had nothing to do. I just sat around missing the feeling of Jenn's lips on mine. The electricity that runs through my mouth. I just want her in my arms.

After a few hours I gave up and I went to the o2l house to see what Jenn was doing.

As I was walking to the door something caught my eye at the window. I saw Jc and Jenn talking. Jc got closer to her and put his hands on her face.

I think something inside me broke.

She looked up and smashed her lips against his.

In that moment I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces.
I ran back to my car and drove as fast as can. I parked the car and stayed and cried. I kept yelling 'why' over and over again. I punched the the steering wheel until i began to feel pain.
I got out, slammed the car door and ran to my apartment room.

I got in and closed the door. I couldn't stop crying. I slid down my door. I never imagined something that isn't physical could be so painful. I feel like a huge part of me is missing and I cant function well without it.

I looked at the clock and had an hour till my date.

I spent this whole time crying on the floor, hugging my knees, with my head tucked inside my arms, that I didn't notice the time.

I got up and washed my face in the bathroom. Had to do my makeup over again.

I picked out a cute black dress. I did my hair and sprayed some perfume on. Then I put on my black boots that were up to my knees.

I was about to call Kenny until I heard a honk outside my window. I looked out and it was Kenny. I walked down stairs and to the car.

He got out and greeted me and kissed me on the cheek. The same feeling went through my body again,
nothing.

He opened the door for me and I got in. Then we drove off.

"So where are you taking me?" I asked curious.

"Uhh well, I was gonna take you to eat sushi but then I thought about it and I want to go to a fancy restaurant."

"Why did you want to take me out for sushi?" I asked I little bit grossed out.

"Cause Jenn told me you are in love with raw seafood, so I was gonna take you there."
Of course Jenn would tell him that. But it didn't seem like she cared. Unless she does care. Maybe this date is a big mistake. I should really go back home.

"Ken-"

"We're here" he says with the biggest grin.
I looked at the place and it was huge. It almost look as important as walking through the red carpet but to a restaurant.

Maybe I shouldn't leave just yet, plus I was really hungry.

We got out, Kenny opened the door for me and we walked inside.
We were seated in the center of the room.
We ordered our food and I ate half my plate until I got a notification on twitter that Jc posted a picture.

I looked at it from under the table and its was like I couldn't breath. My heart just stopped.

"Kenny I have to go to the ladies room." I say as I get up and run to the bathroom.

I broke down half way there and I didn't even make it. I leaned against a wall and cried.
I felt my makeup running down my face. I can't stand feeling so fucking empty inside, its so exhausting.
I stayed like that for 5 more minutes.

I went back to the table.

"Kenny I don't feel so good, can you take me home?" I felt bad but at the same time I just need to go home fast.

"Yea sure lets go." he paid for the food and left.
We got there and I ran out the car and into the apartment. I opened the door and looked around till I found Jc and Jenn cuddled together on the couch.

( sorry it's short but next one won't be so short promise
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